PULSE. This weekend made me think & realize alot.
(Well, definitely it's about Mr. Wong laas.. LOLS) I found out that actually both of us did alot for each other, yet we keep thinking tat's nvr enough. Silly him, he'll always notice wad I need, wad happened to me, wad I'm thinking & nvr fail to provide or be there for me at those times. Slight change of my tone, he'll knw whether I'm happy/sad/angry. & definitely, he'll knw whether am I keeping anyt frm him, & we'll have heart-to-heart talks frequently. You'll nvr expect a guy like him, can be such a caring, loving boyf.
Bad times
(e.g. quarels, cold-wars), silly us, we'll always keep silence, cooling ourselves down 1st, den either of us will try to chill each other out. & in the end, we'll always end up him, laughing at my stupid actions agn -.- When tears fall, his heart will ache the most, cos he promise tat he'll nvr let one teardrop fall from my cheeks.
(which well, it's impossible for crybaby me :X) Hugging me tightly in his arms, whispering multiples apologies, & in his eyes, I'll always see happiness.
Whenever there are silly thots in my well,
toooooo smart brain, he'll always 'force' me to tell him. After all my blabberings, he'll always says :"
I'm always here. Nvr ever leave before." Ending my
ohhh too overwhelming moody times. & when I'm mad angry, & can't stop my nonsensical rantings, he'll always listen quietly, wait for the right time to speak some sense to me, trying to sort things out in many diff angles. & all he wants, is just hoping me not to blame/get angry w someone for nth. He doesn't want me to regret any decisions I made.
Time to eat, he'll always help me pick food tat I like, & tries to make me eat like a pig, cos he'll always says tat I'm too skinny. Yet, I'll always complain to him for the whole day tat I'm fat, pinching my tummy as evidence, & he'll always laugh a little, sarcarstically agree with me. Whenever we cook, I'll always be the one washing, & he'll always be the one eating. LOLS! After the washing, I'll always complain & he'll always says :"
Thank you, Baby." & smile tat smile I love to see.
& here's a
little secret of our's.. Whenever I'm feeling dwn, & speaks rather little, he'll always ask me tat one
little qtn, & it nvr fails to cheer me up. W tat serious tone of his,
"Baby, do you love me?" & if I ans it wrongly, he'll repeat the qtn over & over agn, & eventually, any bad things seems to vanish.. & oh well, in his case, he insist tat the right ans is
"Yes, I do" Lols, like some kind of marriage vow... :X
Hmmms.. Some times, he can be quite a
baddie too, a
real one. Hahas. He'll delibrately mention things abt his ex(s), abt any girls, anyt, just to make me
jealous. & when I'm real mad, he'll start to pacify me agn, & he'll always say
"It's all the past. Relax. Now is now." like cooing a baby to sleep -.- & he even said tat he enjoy to see me when I'm angry, like some kind of pervertic guy right? LOLS!
But I can't ignore the fact tat I'll always behave like a baby infrnt of him.. I depends alot on him, a little injury & I'll act pathetic, just to ask him sayang me. LOLS. Like a Daddy pacifying his daughter w candies :P & I'll always suddenly ask for hugs & kisses, givin him a big grin after he did wad I wanted frm him :]
& he's always worrying abt me. Restricting me from eating my favourite coconut, less condensed milk in all my hot bervages, no cold drinks during certain period, no sleeping at
lateeee hours... Really like my Dad right? :X & if I disobey, he'll be
sooooo mad, but well, it's easy to cool him dwn too :P Cos he'll nvr be mad at me for more than 10 mins ^^V
You might think tat I'm the weak one
(in the sense of falling ill & etc..), actually, this guy is much much much more weak man! Within this yr, he had fever like more than 5 times?! Cough, flu, all those sick bugs
loveeeee him to the max man. LOLS, & I'm wondering did I pass my poor immune system to him, how can an army boy be so weak right? LOLS!
Times when I took care of him, noting dwn the times tat he shuld consume his med, noting his change of temperature, changing of ice pack, & many many more.. I realized one thing, I nvr ever get so worried for a guy before, so carefully taking care of him... All I want is my
Hubby to be well agn. & he's even much more important than my health, my life.
(ooooopps, shall exclude how violence I am even though he's sick :X)Wellwell, nobody can ever believe tat WinnePhua will be willing to do house-chores. & yet, I'll always do it for him, only him, w/o any ppl forcing me to do so. I cooked for my silly
Darling on his birthday, cos I wanted it to be a memorable one for him. Helping him to fold his clothes, as he'll always make it messy like rubbish. LOLS. Tidy his bed, cos lazy him, always throw things on his bed & amazingly, he can sleep with them -.- Playing games with him, cos he's a game-lover.
Both of us have little datings, nor romantic times alone with each other for the whole day, cos we mostly spend the day at his house, with his family around. & it's very contenting, as we both know tat with each other around, & tat's everyt. God knows, we had walk this far, both of our families & friends know about us, & we still have our hands held tightly tgt, hearts bounded to each other.
& crazy me.. Nearly cried when I type out this, LOLS.
Wellwellwell, we both know tat we love each other, & tat's enough [:
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