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Nothing you need to know.Me Myself & I. Single/Attached.

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March 15, 2008 @ 8:27 PM

ie deserve you hating me..
seeing you smile; even though things aint right..
&& it really kills my heart..
ie knoe your smiles has nth gotta do with me.. ie knoe..
its all my bloody fault.. curse me..
pls.. dont treat me so good.. cos ie aint worth it.
find a better person; cos ie aint the best one.

ie culdnt make you smile from the bottom of your heart.
ie aint the rainbow in your life.
let go of me: && lead the life you wanna lead.
ie culdnt bring myself to apologize to ue..
cos ie knoe dat will hurt you more.

seein you sad: ie culdnt be happy.
forget me erase me of your memories..
&& maybe the pains you suffered will decrease..
find the one who truly loves you; cos ie aint fit to be the one.

this situation really breaks my heart; im left with no choice.
but to tell the cruel truth to you..
ie may seems to be happy; leadin a happy life w/o ue..
but you wuldnt knoe the pain ie feel.. how my heart aches..

ie knoe im selfish.. but ie need you badly now..
how crazily im missin you now.. you wuldnt knoe..
ie knew ie have to hold my feelins back; if ie really choose to leave you.
now ie told you not to contact me: dats a lie. a cruel lie ie lied.
im waiting for uer msgs every now && then.
although ie knoe its pointless: cos ue always take my words seriously.

ie knoe the pain you beared; is nvr lesser than ie felt.
millions of sry culdnt save anything.
watchin my hopes; my world come crashin apart.
things cant continue dis way anymore; sooner or later,, everythin will go wrong.
dont wanna drag it any longer. cos it gonna hurt my dear you more.

within a day; ie made you cried twice or even more..
if by apologizin culd save; ie wuldnt mind repeatin it for a life-time.
my dear; please dont cry any more.
cos every tear you drops; weighs a ton in my heart.
ie dont wanna see you suffer; even if you doesnt care.

please promise me: continue your life w/o me.
smile like how you used to: be the past happy you.
ie dunno why.. but it hurts when you say you doesnt know how to face me..
ie dont wanna be the cause of you miseries;
ie wanna be the reason dat you're smiling.. && ie knoe its imposible..