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Winne Phua Huini's
it's a small world after all.
Nothing you need to know.Me Myself & I. DON'T come visiting this blog if you ain't happy w me. Unless you just wanna stalk, welcome. DO try not to make too much noise here, I can't stand it. Thanks much ;D |
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December 30, 2008 @ 11:26 PM
Emotionless. I miss you... Daddy... Alot of things had been racing through my mind.. Just like a fast-fowarded movie.. This yr, alot of things changed.. Better & worse.. Lost & gained.. Times flies.. & nxt yr, not gonna get to see quite a no. of frens arnd often.. Times like; fooling arnd with girlfs, went swimming, cry over the phone.. 以后，这些再也不会重蹈.... 好怀念... I really do miss them though... Was browsing the photos in my phone last night.. Alot of memories flash-backed.. Long forgotten memories.. Memories I dont wanna bring up.. With ppl dat were/was[?] once just like my sister/brother to me.. Those times seems to be like a thousand yrs old.. An era old.. *Hais..* I really don't wanna admit.. That I really do miss-ed those ppl.. Alot.. & the funniest part is.. I'm the only one dat seems to be held back by the past... Don't wanna knw anym frens or etc.. Whenevr I get to be close to sumone.. I'm bound to lose a precious one.. 我讨厌命运, 仿佛在作弄我似的... I'm really tired at times.. & all I can do was pretending I'm alright.. A show being put up, just to let ppl knw I'm alright.. I'm strong enuff to handle everyt.. But hell it... When will this show end..? Just when the bloody hell I can be myself...? & he's the one I don't wanna admit dat I miss him.. A persson dat left me alone when I'm young.. All his concern were only her.. I'm just simply a thorn in his eyes.. He nvr had been bothered with me.. & at the very end.. He dint want me anym... He chose to leave... I guessed.. I really need a rest now.. Emotionally & physically... & I'd to thanks DesmondPoh yeahs.. For always bothering with my nonsenses... P.S: Only clever ppl knws.. :X |