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Nothing you need to know.Me Myself & I. Single/Attached.

DON'T come visiting this blog if you ain't happy w me. Unless you just wanna stalk, welcome.
DO try not to make too much noise here, I can't stand it.

Thanks much ;D
April 22, 2008 @ 2:08 PM

hmms, havent been updatin my blog for few days. lazzy :P
had been goin to eileen [mama]'s hse-y.
was like playin mahjong.. zzz. dint have the mood to study at all.
guess-ed im gonna flunk my combine sci; humans && eng.
dint bother muchs.. hais.. dunno why.

today had geography paper. totally was like wtf?!
nvm. ytd ie was like sleepin all the way.. zzz.. guess im gonna be the last. lols.
den went to ate mac && meet eileen [honey] outside sch.
head-ed to eileen [mama]'s hse-y. the two eileen[s] re like pigs now.. -.-
sleepin && sleepin. lols.
&& im like watchin youtube. zzz.. lols.
bored naas!

hmms. ie decided to be myself. follow wad my heart says.
ie dont give a damn for wad ppl's say.
its their words. ie dont care. ie wanna be who ie wanna be. not who im suppose-d to be [:
guess. dis is the only truth..
well; internt is a place full of lies~ :P

April 17, 2008 @ 3:28 PM

lols. hmms.
today had maths paper 1 && social studies..
fine; ie flunk-ed my social studies.. zzz...
maths; comfirm can get more dhan 40 wahahas' [:
well... nth muchs o comment today. lols.

hmms.. 3o days of waiting.. hais..
dunno wad to say.. sibei suay... hais..
if ie wait 6o days.. is uer another month... hais..
dunno how to give up man..
saw ue like quite happy today? dunno...

ie pray-ed for nth;
just for uer happiness to last..

April 14, 2008 @ 2:44 PM

hmms. dint post for quite a few days as ie dint use com. lols.
quite a number of stuffs happen? lols. its all OVER ler. lols.
especially me && eileen [mama] stuff-ys.

lols; went out with eva; chris && the eileen[s] on friday. was fun laas~
head-ed to fareast firs; den outram; vivo; finally thiong baru. XD
was like soooo rush? lols. its fun~
FINALLY saw my eileen [mama] dancing ballet~ lalalas.
took video XD lols.

den hmms.. culdnt recall muchs. lols.
oh yaas; sunday went to vivo to find the eileen[s]. lols.
was sms-in dat stupid barney && im like laughin like a idiot in the mrt.. zzz..
lols; he just simply make me smile easily [:
den was suppose-d to buy chris bday present. but end up dunno why nvr buy. lols
den play-ed arcade agn. my hand is like soooo pain. lols.
its totally fun with the girls [:
LOVE THEM TO BITS~ XD

hmms. today got sa1 english paper..
dat bloody cloze passage simply kill-ed me. lols
overrall is okkays laas... zzz..
just pary-ed ie can pass. lols. 12.40pm jiu can say byebye ler ~ XD
went to ntuc cos eileen [mama]'s shoppin for grocery agn. lols!
den was buy-in damnb loads of sushi. XD a bubble tea && a prata hotdog! XD
den cabb-ed to eileen [mama]'s hse-y. wahahas'
the taxi uncle damn funny laas! bluff-ed him dat we're from monfort ~
&& he believe-d. XD den his name got 3 surnames?? lols. cute siaas.
den ate && slack-ed at eileen [mama]'s hse-y. im like still at her hse-y. lols

boy; ie think ie gotta give up ler ]:
its time to say goodbye baas.. although im like the only party dat's think-in dat we will have a chance to be tgt.. hais..
suan ler.. it takes two hands to clap.
im just the only one hot-headed.
forget it. its the 27th day ie wait-ed.
ie dunno how long ie wil wait; but eventually..
ie believe-d && ie can forget ue one day.. baas... hais..

April 3, 2008 @ 5:42 PM

hmms; today? totally sucks.
lols. ie said to myself; ie will smile at ue, even when id dont feel happy at all.
dont wanna make ue worry; cos ue shuldnt be worryin bout me.
hmms.. purposely dint wait for honey for some reason.
was like playin hide-&&-seek lidhat.. zzz..
den was in class for phy test.. guess im gonna flunk it.. zzz..
when ie walked out of class; saw mama. waited at the 4th floor for the sec3s to end their exams.
dint knoe when ie look-ed dwn to the 3rd floor.. saw him.. hais..
you're tokin to me; && ie culdnt hear ue. pretend-ed to be tokin to eileen[mama]..
hais.. ie really dunno wad's up with me.. ]:

den went to the 3rd floor. den blahblahblah..
throughout the whold day; ie culd only rmb im like avoidin ue?..
forget it.. maybe ue wont even realize.. nvm..
me myself bear the pain can ler..
ie dont want anyone to suffer anymore pain..
so... goodbye; boy ]:
definitely; ie will always be your friend when you need me [:

April 2, 2008 @ 9:49 PM

ie decided wad im supposed to do [:
dis is my last time mourning over you.
dats a pact ie made to myself. Ie said; ie will smile && say goodbye.
ie did it.. Although it hurts me a lot.. But ie will carry on with my decision.

ue told me to taakairees of myself; ie will. Don’t worry kkays?
you apologized; cos we can only be frens. Ie smiled && say its alright.
but you will nvr know how hurt my heart feels.
ie told you to ignored me; wont be contactin ue muchs.
you said its hurtful when ie said these words..
those words ie said re like needles; prickin in my heart.. Do you know?..
ie told you ie will distance myself with you.. Wont be contactin you muchs..
though you might not knoe; but those re the pacts ie made.
you might not knoe; im really leavin you..

tears just keep rollin.. Heart just keep bleedin..
ie believe one day; everything will be fine [:
today; just today.. Give me this bit of time..
to let my sorrows out.. Let my tears dry.. The last time im gonna do dis..
after today; winnephua gonna be strong: cos dats winnephua [:
like wad ie told you; continue with your present life. Ie shant interrupt ue anymore.
if one day; you happen to read wad ie type.. Just smile && treat it as nth kkays? [:
you're the reason why im happy.
though to others; ie may be lying. Cos ie knew you in such a short time..
but im not provin anyone wad im sayin is true; cos me myself knew im bein true to myself.

you just told me not to sleep too late; im sry. Ie cant promised you dat.
ie will try to turn in early. Yaas.. Anyway; ue shant be carin me sooo muchs either.
so.. Im sry; but to treat ue so cold. Dats bein cruel to both ue && me..
but dat's the best solution ie culd think of.
forgive me boy.

ie wuldnt tell ue how muchs ie love you.
cos ie aint fit to use the word : love.
all ie can say is; ue're important to me. Till the day lasts.