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Winne Phua Huini's
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August 24, 2008 @ 7:56 PM
now watchin the olympic's closing ceremony [: [ ie dunno whether ie got spell correct not. :/] && ie dunno why; but.. just keep findin dat ppl keep goin against me ]: damn piss laas.. ie knoe my temper's not good; but go think laas; dont provoke me will die izit? hell.. ie can only say; ie recently am short-tempered. so please; peeps around me; DONT PROVOKE ME. & yaas. anyw; dis stupid life goes on. & recently got alot of teenagers die.. which is damn freaky yeahs.. :X August 23, 2008 @ 7:38 PM
倦了说道歉的脚色 为何每次都成为你眼里那千错万罪的罪人？ 如果你认为这些错误 都是我一个人该承担的 拜托；想一想。 我没认定我是无罪的。 但为何你却在推卸一切的事情向我？ 口口声声说你并没有指定任何人； 拜托啦；呆的明了你再讲谁。 如果你真的认为你所做的一切是对的； 你并没有伤害到任何人。 我可以说的是； 继续你所认定的“对” 我不想也再也不要理任何的事了。 再多的解释也只是浪费时间和唇舌。 说我过分说我推卸责任。 我不想再想。 说了再多都没用！ 你曾经是我最信任的一位朋友； 任何事都会与你说的一位。 但是你是否知道我的感受？ 你曾经有没有对我有这样的信任感？ 别想要我对你有同等的待遇当你不曾这样对待我。 我不是一个布娃娃。 我也会感到疼痛；开心；难过。 我会抗议；同意。你不能任意摆弄我。 August 21, 2008 @ 6:09 PM
&& no one can expect everyone to be frank with each other. there's no total frankness betwn each other. the only one dat ue're really frank is; UERSELF. dont try to give excuses sayin ue're dat frank with whoever or wad. think back. & dont avoid uer true self. there's 2 type of ppl in dis world. 1st; ue'd nvr done anything wrong; but everyone's blamin ue, a innocent criminal. 2nd; a person's dat's totally in wrong; but no one's find dat he/she's in wrong, a guiltily victim. shall repost this paragraph of mine :/ now at eva's hse-y [: with baby too XD ytd went swimmin at jal's boy's condo. with eva; mama; baby; min & definitely jal [: well; im the only one not swimmin.. zzz.. den went to bath with min at the damn spooky toilets.. zzz.. lols~ after dat eva they all went bathing. after dat went up to jal's boyf's hse eat pizza hut [: & it cost us like 74.1o bucks?! shall upload the food photos when ie reach hme XD today nth muchs; min they all ran out of sch. left me; eva & jal. lols. wasnt really dat borin [: den went to point during lower sec dismissal. baby came to meet me & eva while jal & boyf went off. dn slack slack slack till we pop out in eva's hse; LOLs~ well.... hell.... my temper's rising.. shall not blog. cos ie dont like it. its my personal stuffs. unless ue force me to :/ & LASTLY; IM PROUD THAT MY POA GOT 93/100 :DDD TOP IN LVL LEHS~ WAHAHAHAS` August 19, 2008 @ 6:34 PM
hmms... shall start with some photos [: the flyer day deh photos [: in the cabin [:  the 4 girls: min, eva, me & jal [[[:   after the ride [: with eva eva eva laopo [[[:  shimin darlingggg :DDD  & my dearest jie of all: jaleena XDDD  reflection taken in the toilet [:   when prawn-in [[[: this is jaleenayong with the boyf at the back [:  && min with the boyf at the back too [:  the 36 prawns caught by jal & min couples :D  with min's boyf & jal's boyf holdin those prawns.  & the cook-ed 36 prawns :D  && yeahs.. some photos taken when im waitin for the time to fly at mama's hse [:           taaadaaaa [: lols. hmms.. first time my post is full with photos instead of words. && yeahs.. wasnt in a good mood recently? sort of.. dunno hoow to say... though did sorta well in prelim.. but wasnt happy at all.. even though it dint affected me [ well maybe... ]; but still.. ie just culdnt be happy.. ]]]: ue're the first person ie wanted to share the joy with.. but.. ie just culdnt.. guessed.. ie'd to find another guy.. to replace ue in my heart; my mind... ..... well; ie still hope dat ue can move on w/o me. cos im tryin real hard dat ie can move on w/o ue :/ please; dont worry for me anymore. ie dont wanna be a spoiler.. && recently; had been tok-in on the phone with eva recently [: all sorts of craps just blurted out in the tok :DDD BABY: dont sad ler. ie will help ue wipe away uer tears if ue cry. no matter wad; must rmb this: im always 24/7 there for you [[[: August 18, 2008 @ 1:10 PM
[[[[[[[: now at sch's labby [: wahahahahs' got top in class for eng && poa :DD eng got 52/80; 19/30 && lastly 19/30. wont be gettin back the oral results.. sooo yaas. hopefully ie can pass [[[[: as for phy; XD got 34/50 overall :DDDD mcq got 17/20. woots~!!!!!! first time in my life man [[[[[[[: poa got 36/40 :DDD dint fail my poa tuition teacher [: ........................................................................................ hmms... shall die for chem. lols. geo only got 10/50. yet my 6th sense tells me my social studies did quite well :/ lols. ie dint fail does who expext me to do well [[[[: shall work harder && strive better yeahs~!!!!! first time blog till so happy. LOLs~ &&&.... ie dint let it affect me [: ie can still carry on w/o uer presence. soooo.... dont worry for me [: carry on with uer life; & ie shall not turn back [: ie still dunno how to get over ue though.... :/ August 15, 2008 @ 5:43 PM
now at mama's hse-y for dunno how many hrs already.. -.- hurhurs; im rottin! its sooo damn bored luhs... was feelin quite alot after readin caiwei's blog. hmms.. seriously; TREASURE THE ONE YOU LOVED. & time cant measures the commitment in a r/s. hais.. frens for years.. & out of a sudden.. its seems to be total strangers :/ im really sad cos ie lost sumone; a person dat's always there for me. in the beginnin; ie thot ie loves you? well; in the end; after gettin all the facts. it doesnt seems so.. maybe in the past; yups. im totally crazy over ue.. now; its just obsessed over ue baas. cos ue're like a total mystery to me. but yet; ie'd dat certain trust in you. a trust dat no one can be compared. afterall; ie know dat ie dint lost a fren dat stands alot in my heart. && here ie say agn; YOU'RE ALWAYS MY FREN. a fren dat ie wuldnt want to miss in my life time [: [[[: now at eva's hse-y. goin to the s'pore flyer later [: with 3 couples: eva, shimin & jaleena. lols. ke lian... im lonely.. :X XD nvm. atleast jal jie say she wont pangseh me [: shall post agn later~ goin dwn to buy food den head to mama's hse. byees~ August 14, 2008 @ 7:03 PM
抬起头; 向前走 [: 擦掉眼泪往前走. im gonna smile cos ie deserve to [: for now; ie know where ie stand, dont have to keep makin wild guesses. although ie know we'll always be frens. but for the time bein; just let me cool dwn first.. ie need time to settle dwn. maybe we can be frens for the future. [ im not tryin to say dat we're not frens for now ] everything changed; there's a blockage in betwn. ie cant be dat close with ue like the past. ie've to distance myself with ue ler. memories re always there; & it'll always stay sweet [: maybe the feelings towards ue is just obsession, not love. && ie got the facts right? lols. im not sad; really. even if ie am; its only for dat few mins. & ie really dunno why ie cant cry out; if ie really do love you. lols. contradictive :X & ie'd been giving a real hard thot in everything. give me time; & ie know dat everything will be back to normal [: im sad. maybe its becos ie lost a listenin ear. a person dat nvr fails to turn up when ie needed most. & ie really can swear; ue're the only person ie trust most in my entire life. although ue said: we're still frens.. ie said dis & ie dont intend to lie. it touched me. really. atleast ie know ie dint lose a fren afterall. ie can only say; frens,, we will always be [: its just.. it will nvr be dat close anymore. afterall ie voiced all dis out; ie dont intend to let ue know for life time. just.. let time heals everything baas [: frens; dont tell me dont sad && etc. ie can really say; IM NOT SAD [[: August 12, 2008 @ 6:41 PM
hmms.. ie found out ie like to start with 'hmms..' lols. have been leadin a crappy life now? lols.. seriously lost my aim of life now.. && ie dunno why.. :/ just dont have motivation to do anything.. its like whatever is done; it always seems wrong.. hais.. dunno lehs.. dunno who to tok to.. who can really listen to me.. although it's just minor probs dat re affectin me.. but ie still do want a listenin ear there for me.. & worse till.. ie only confide my probs to certain ppl.. hais.. && for now; ie shuld learn to be independent ler baas. all the while; ie've been dependin on others too muchs. once the one dat ie confide probs with is gone.. ie just loses my sense of direction.. no where to head to.. for now; its really diff to bid goodbye to someone.. although ie know things will nvr get back to the same. ie still needs time; to make up my decisions. && really; life's totally a mess to me now :// August 10, 2008 @ 9:19 PM
hmms... life goes on.. zzz.. now tokin on the phone with baby [[[: ytd went to watch-ed high sch musical on ice. their skating skills is like ie'll nvr learnt. lols~ && its not the original casts.. so quite bored at some parts? lols. after watchin cabb-ed hme; went straight hmeto watched the ndp. lols. den one day ended. lols. now; bored laas!!! life with no eva = BORED!!!! ie want eva back now!!!!!! ]]]: ie got soooooo many things inside my heart man.. dunno who to tell... :/ hais... im dyin laas.. goin crazy at any time.. nobody's botherin with me man.. want go out also nobody want pei me.. in the end; luckily karen pei-in me [[[: thnx karen!! XD && thnx for introducin me dat song [[[: hmms.. my mind's full of craps now... :X chunks of chunks of thots re fillin my mind... ie miss you like crazy!!!!!! hais.. how to get ue out of my mind? how to stop ue frm affectin my mood...? gosh.. im seriously poison-ed by ue :/ August 7, 2008 @ 4:03 PM
hais.. fcuke up now..
must give up ler baas... ]]: wad to do... everything just seems to be fake-d laas.. its only all my thinkin.. seriously just have to give up ler laas.. ]': its seriously killin me && affectin me loads.. pls dont treat me so good when ue cant even treat me like how ie treat ue.. fcuk... ie really cant stand it any longer.. if its all only my wishful thinkin.. say laas.. dont keep mum && pretend like ue know it.. if ue dont wanna let me go && further.. pls just say it.. to ue; maybe im only just a fren.. den say laas.. idiot man.. seriously driving me insane.. totally no mood to do anything.. no motivation nor mood to study anymore.. wanted to strive real well for all subjects.. really no mood ler.. just totlly given up ler.. its foolish to give up studies becos of this.. but just culdnt continue anymore.. dont pin up high hopes on me.. ]]]': so wad.. just dumb laas.. fate-d with such bloody fate.. when did ever the flower blossom?.. naas.. X/3 hais.. give me time baas.. the oly ie can do now is to give up on ue... && ie really dont wish to... ]]]': August 6, 2008 @ 9:54 PM
change-d blog song. && dis song's definitely how im feelin now.. :/ hais.. just hope dat ue will know my feelings towards ue.. cos ie doubt ie'll be able to confess to ue in my life time.. ]]]: ie really dunno wad to say.. heart's incomplete.. mind's not right.. even though havin exams dis few days; but just dont have dat motivation to study. towards certain subjects im definitely striving hard for [[: dont wanna disappoint dat sumone :X prelimin till nxt week.. so bored :x aiyaas.. shall blog some other day. lols. mind's in a blank now :XX (I gotta figure out a way to tell you) (I'm goin' crazy without you) (I just gotta let you know)(Listen) Best of friends for years closer than you can imagine Talk to each other daily I don't know just when it happened? If only I could tell you how I feel inside (Oh girl you got me) Losin' sleep, I'm thinkin' Can't imagine how it feels to see you ridin' around with the wrong guy Tell me how do I take his place? You already know that I'm capable Can't you see who's been there all along? And I know I can't be wrong, oh tell me Why... did I have to fall in love with you? (¿Cómo me haces falta tú?) When I know without you I can't function no more And you,.. you'll never look at me the same You know it's really drivin' me insane When I know without you I can't function (¿Cómo me haces falta tú?) Hardest thing about this confession is I just might ruin what we have I don't wanna lose what we got But it's a chance I'll have to take, ho... Don't wanna spend my whole life wonderin' what it feels like Bein' there beside you and kissin' on you all night See I been makin' a mistake ho, no-oh... You already know that I'm capable Can't you see who's been there all along? And I know I can't be wrong, so tell me Why... did I have to fall in love with you? (¿Cómo me haces falta tú?) When I know without you I can't function no more And you,.. you'll never look at me the same You know it's really drivin' me insane When I know without you I can't function no more Ain't easy lovin' you when you're lovin' him There's no words that can't describe (Words that can't describe) How it leaves me empty inside (How it leaves me so empty inside) When all I want is you... (Why... did I have to fall in love with you?) Oh whoa, whoa yeah... (Why... did I have to fall in love with you?) You'll never look at me the same Why... did I have to fall in love with you? (¿Cómo me haces falta tú?) (It's drivin' me insane...) When I know without you I can't function no more (Without you I can't function no more) And you,.. you'll never look at me the same (How I need you right now) You know it's really drivin' me insane (Drivin' myself insane) When I know without you I can't function (I'm drivin' myself insane) No more(Ooh)I need you (¿Cómo me haces falta tú?) I want you Can't you see this is killin' me... ? (I'm drivin' myself insane)(Ooh) (¿Cómo me haces falta tú?) Ho...(I'm drivin' myself insane) (Ooh)(¿Cómo me haces falta tú?) (I'm drivin' myself insane) (¿Cómo me haces falta tú?) |