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October 30, 2008 @ 8:35 PM

went to catch the coffin today with baba & moo [:
well.. the show was okayyy laas.. not scary though :X
only the background music make it scary -.-
was actually meetin eva & min today. but due to the time.
yeaps; SRY EVA & MIN :X

den headed back to hougang mall. as ie wanted to buy the book3.
bloody hell... need to wait till nxt month den got stock -.-
sian 1/2 sians 1/2 sians 1/2 sians 1/2 sians 1/2
was seriously bored laas! & moo left early today.
leaving her cap with me [ due to some reasons. ]
& mama & baby came dwn at arnd bbc ther [:

& ie really damn bored dat ie dunno wad to type now -.-
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hais... 我不知道我心里是否被一个人占据
its just soooo confusing at time laas -.-
& ie guess hardly anyone will knoe wth am ie sayin now...
at times.. mood just get so easily affected whenever ie think of that person..
sians...

October 27, 2008 @ 10:59 PM

AHHHHHS! today's soooo damn boring laas!
spent my whole day sleepin & eating -.-
read finished the TWILIGHT. [ ie dint know ie can finish it so fast XD ]
& dat crazy mum of mine dont let me go out buy the 2nd book -.-
[ sry karot for pangseh-in ue yeahs :X ]
hais hais! im stuck-ed at the 1st book laas! crazy mum of mine... zzz!

& dat stupid moomoo went to malaysia early in the morning [ ie guess :X ]
leaving me & karot so bored laas!
STUPID MOOMOO FASTER CME BACK!
& dat baba told me dat he's gonna be damn busy this week... zzz..

anyw; goin to watch THE COFFIN on 30th this month [:
den can buy the 2nd book too [[[:

& yeaps.. ppl [esp my baby] ; im readin. no doubt.
lols. & ie suddenly realize; im sumhow got so mesmerize in the world of books :P

October 26, 2008 @ 6:37 PM

hmms.. finally get to use com ler [:
went to watch-ed high sch musical 3 with moo & baba.
den headed back to hougang to meet karot.
den went to bugis agn for steamboat & etc.
wasnt really happy dat day as... mind wasnt on the right track.
was thinkin whole damn loads of things & deinitely;
face turn damn black. lied to moo & baba sayin ie wasnt' in the mood though :X

den well; ytd thnx karot & co for helpin me to buy the book TWILIGHT [:


as its so damn clever of me to buy the 4th book BREAKING DAWN,,


before ie get to read the 1st... -.- [ okays fine.. ie admit im stupid -.- ]
& the 1st book's already halfway done;
guess ie'd to rush to popular to get the 2nd & 3rd book [:

& yeapy; the movie version's coming out arnd dec [ if im not wrong ]
the male lead is Robert Pattinson
[ the guy who acted as Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter movies ]
the female lead is Kristen Stewart.
so... shall look forward for this movie! XD

October 20, 2008 @ 10:46 PM

hmms.. today was a total sleepin day for me :X
& chatt-ed on the phone with eva..
well; she complain-ed say me blog deh words tooooo small -.-
会吗？ BIG ENUFF NOT EVA LIEW XD

here comes the small small words XD
as some things ie dont wanna let others know..
ie just wanna blog to 'vent' out everyt dat's in me..
if not; ie dunno how to carry on with my life like ie'd promise-d sumone..
hais... shucks... today to me was a super bad day?
dunno wad's the prob with ppl recently.. as if ie owe them a billion bucks though -.-

& hais....... 你不爱我。你真的不爱我。
一直以为我是后卫；原来只是那后备。。
tell me how am ie supposed not to get affect though?
lols... mayb wad others see is not wad it is...
真正的实情；只有当事人晓得。

October 19, 2008 @ 5:42 PM

hmms... today went to dunno where to eat.
finally get to eat ice kachang XD
den head-ed to heartland mall with aunt & co.
bought the book breaking dawn [ when ie havent even read twilight -.- ]
goin to buy the 1st book. if not ie cant even start to read T.T

got alot of 感想 to post.. but dont have the mood now.
recently sibei moodless & ie dunno why.... zzz..
ie mean ie know.. but just wanna keep to myself...
seems like recently ther will be alot of probs happenin though..
hais..

I WANT TO BE A TORTISE LA! T.T

我要到我那所谓的避风港。。
避开时间的是是非非。。让我有喘气的空间。。
我只想当别人眼里的胆小鬼 ]:

ie live: not becos of anyone's expectation/wad.
pls see me as me myself... im really feelin tired as days pass..
if just by being blissed [ like wad others always says ] is so damn tiring.
ie'd rather not being blissed. ie dont mind for not having happiness.
if im fated to be alone for this lifetine; ie'll accept the fact.
neither will ie fall nor accept any love.
but.....
atleast dont let me live life in regret.. hais..


hmms... super duper duper dwn dwn dwn...
shucks.. knew sth frm karen just a few hrs ago..
& yeahs... cant ue guys just give me a break?!
hell... my brain's gonna go bersak any moment...
& im seriously tired to act/be dat sumone ue guys want me to be..
its freakin tired though.... hais..

& yeahs; ie do have my own pride.
dont say me till like ie dont want face lidhat kkays?
if anyone out there freakin hell dislike me in any point.
pls bloody hell say it infront of me instead of pretendin to be nice with me.

I SERIOUSLY HAD ENUFF WITH ALL THOSE PRETENDANCE.

October 18, 2008 @ 6:29 PM

super duper dwn now.. becos of some stupid things..
& ie guess.. nobody would know how ie feel though.. zzz..
shucks... cant stop thinkin bout it.... grrs..

here's some super duper funny photos XD


taaaa-ddaaaaaa~ JASMINE MOO! XD
ie guess she's gonna kill me XDDDDD


& thnx to karen who found dis pics on a web.. :P


& hmms... wanna voice out sth here. & ie hereby declare:
IM NOT PIN-POINTING ANYONE OR WAD.
SO DONT PUT UER WORDS IN MY MOUTH YEAHS [:
ie seriously hate those hypocrites dat really seriously knoe how to act well.
shucks. & can bad-mouth someone dat he/she is soooo damn close with.
& acted as if nth had happened infront of dat closee fren.
omfg. pls man. 扪心自问 你不会愧疚吗?
ie dunno wad happen to me today.. mayb sth wrong strikes into me.
but im seriously venting all the anger dat ie'd accumulate in me.
& in dis world; there seems to be alot of ppl wearing a mask living on.
& why must living on seems to be such a tring task?
如果有那所谓的幸福 为何幸福却得来不易？
如果爱能带给人们快乐 为何人们又为了爱而哭泣？
有些人说：爱情是甜蜜的，定义是永远，是神圣的情感。
但为何深受感受的是：背叛，脆弱，陪人玩弄的感受。。。？

October 17, 2008 @ 6:32 PM

hmms.. today's BORING~
got plenty of thots in my mind now though..
just cant stop broading.. & ie dunno why.. -.-
只希望一切不是我所想的那样。。
不是不去爱；而是不能爱
让时间暂停 让一切归零 我不想要有任何改变

怎么了 你累了 说好的幸福呢？
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦淹了
开心与不开心一一叙说着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呐
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着 要怎么停呢

October 15, 2008 @ 4:36 PM

got loads of loads of photos to post :D
so shall keep it till the end of this post. rofl~
ytd sort of went job-hunting? [ even though mood sucks loads.. ]
was with eva; moomoo; karot & eva [:
went to vivo; den wisma den cine.. & ie dont think ther's anym places :P
was really tryin hard to maintian dat smile on my face though.. zzzz..
watch-ed eagle eye agn. with eva; moomoo & karot.
& cabb-ed back to hougang pt.. & boo! THAT'S THE END XD

shall upload my pics now [:
my bday celebration part1? :P
went to kbox with baby & co. baby treat us... BABY: dont anyh spend ya $$ ahhs!
den after dat met karen & co at night [:
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many many thnx thnx to karot & co [:
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alike right? lols~

my bday celebration part 2? :X
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the cake ie long-ed for! [ many thnx to karot & co! ] [[:
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they intended to gave me a surprise. but if fail-ed :D

& me; karot & moomoo face kenna smash-ed by this culprit here...
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taa-daaa~ my dear baba: RIDHWAN -.-

guess who's this. XD
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its the same person...... JASMINE CHERYL MOO! ROFL! XD

& these re photos on wad my aunt bought back frm guangzhou.
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guess wad.. she bought S$1000+ worth of these kinds of birds -.-
& dat's not all.. there's still one huge box of it.. -.-!!!
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& she still bought back some purse like dis. & ther're hair accessories too.

finally: photos during the job-hunting day [:
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moomoo & me [[[:
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karot & me [[[:
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min & me. its been ages since ie last took pics with her :D
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& here's min helpin karot drawin eyeliner.

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heehees... my 自恋 photos :P

October 12, 2008 @ 7:21 PM

sumhow looking forward to tmr's gradation day?
lols. i dunno... :X
seriously : PLS DONT SHOW OUT THOSE SEC1 PHOTOS MAN...
im gonna be soooo damn died :X

October 11, 2008 @ 11:45 PM

I never needed you to be strong I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you is strong enough you should have known
I never needed you for judgment I never needed you to question what I spend
I never ask for help I take care of myself
I don’t why you think you got a hold on me

And it’s a little late for conversations
There isn’t anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me because…

I don’t want to stay another minute I don’t want you to say a single word
Hush hush Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say Because…
I don’t want to, do this any longer I don’t want you, theres nothing left to say
Hush hush Hush hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken Baby hush hush

I never needed your corrections On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday I’m sorry for the way I let go
From everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

And it’s a little late for explanations
There isn’t anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver So you will listen when I say baby…

I don’t want to stay another minute I don’t want you to say a single word
Hush hush Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say
Because… I don’t want to do this any longer I don’t want you there’s nothing left to say
Hush hush Hush hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken Baby hush hush

No more words No more lies No more crying


hmms.. had been quite busy recently?
lols. busy slackin :P

finally n lvl's over!! yeapyyy~!!
monday have to go to sch for graduation day [:
& tues go hunt for job with karot & moomoo.

& recently was like a movie marathon for me; haas.
watched the house bunny; painted skin; connected; eagle eye.
&.... today went to watch the bottle shock with moomoo at vivo..
& THIS MOVIE SIMPLY CAN MAKE PPL SLEEP SO WELL. -.-
waste my 10 bucks laas... T.T
den headed to mall to meet up with karot [:

& ie seriously dunno wad have been happening to me...
ie seems to lose sense of direction at times...
& ie seriously hate dis year.. for losing 2 most important ppl in my life..
everyt seems so screwed up.. & im seriously defeated to fate........

October 7, 2008 @ 10:41 PM

Something, Something Is Simple As Me Hearing Your Name
Puts Me, Puts Me In A Place That I Can't Even Explain
I Really Didn't Know Back Then But Right Now Im Totally Sure
Baby I Know Im Your Friend But I Wanna Be Much More

I Get Butterflies When I See You Coming
Oh Boy You Got Me Running This Feeling In My Stomach Tells Me I Should Be Your Woman
Cause You're The Only One Who Makes My Fairy Tale Come True
How Can Someone Make Me So Sad But Still I Only Want Them To Stay
I Wanna Say I Love You So Bad, But I Dont Wanna Scare You Away
Please I Wish That You'll Understand
That I Wanna Be More Than Just Your Friend I Wish You Loved Me

I See, I See You Talking To Them Girls On The Phone
I Wish That I Can Tell Them All To Leave You Alone
Really Didn't Know Back Then But Right Now Im Totally Sure That I Wanna Be Much More
This Is Why I Never Really Like Your GirlfriendsWhy I Never Really Gave Them A Chance
Because I Realized That Im Your Woman


THANKS PPL FOR TODAY [:
MY GIRLFS; FRENS & FRENS :D


& yaas.. no mood to blog now.. zzz...

October 5, 2008 @ 11:07 PM

hmms... im dyin soon.. -.-
my hao peng you just love me sooo muchs dat; it like to cme every exams period..
oh pls; give me some break laas hao peng you! :X

ytd met moo & karen at pt. headed to plaza sing to "hunt for job". lols.
den went to vivo to catch a movie dat ie wanted to watch XD
the house bunny or sth lidhat. oppsy; ie got STM :X
den was taking loads of photos at the skypark [ was it spell in dis way? ] ther [:
one stupid animal say she have to go 1st; so karen pei me wait for me aunt cme.
had crystal jade with my aunt & co [well.. it was a bday treat frm uncle [: ]

today; nth special.
was lazing arnd at hme.. cos my dear hao pengyou just keep comin.. argghhs..
all ie culd rmb was sms-in with moo & karen while im sleepin? rofl~
den karen called me; when im reaally feelin damn miserable. lols...
chit-chat; & went back to sleep agn. lols..
den went to use com; mom cor-ed me go dwn cos we're goin out for dinner.
& yups.. here's the surprise:
MY DEAR MUMMY BOUGHT ME A TAKA DIAMOND STAR PENDANT XD
well; though its not those dat re frm citigems or wad. but im contented enuff [:
LOVES UE MUMMY~ XD

soooo.. here goes my photos XD

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me && moomoo [:
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at mrt; was bored laas :P
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& ie seriously dunno why must dis stupid cow act innocent :X
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: revengee [[[:
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me & karen at vivo's toilet. lols~
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using karen's phone. ie lovee photo with half of my face XD
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karot karot karot !
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moomoo agn.. -.-
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dunno when dat stupid karot took dis.. -.-
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& here's another one.. -.-
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"freshly" eddited [:
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& yups; ie can only say is..
ie dint mean to neglect any groups of my frens.
everyone is just as important to me [:
[ except some dat ie totally given up hope :x ]

October 1, 2008 @ 10:38 PM

ie seriously is damn piss with some asshole tryin to criticise me -.-
pls man. if ue think dat uer're dat 超级无敌super厉害的话:
den dont be dat useless to hide in dat shell of uer's man.
since ue say dat my poa got so well for my sa2 cos ie got tuiton:
ie can say its only uer loss. cos ue cant afford to get one. TOO BAD~
dont hide in the dark & tryin to say dat ie'll nvr win ue;
when IE WON UE DIS TIME ROUND FOR SA2.
ue shuld feel ashamed for losing to someone dat dint take poa last year; but DIS YEAR.
so.. yaas; im slower dhan ue by a year.
but dat doesnt mean dat ie dont put in effort for the result.

& if ue're sumone dat got the same tuition as me; yet ue lost to me..
hmms.. ie can say; ue & me obviously re diff ppl.
we got the same privillege; yet ie won ue? omg~
ie dont wanna say muchs; but results prove everyt [[[:


hmms..
psps; dint manage to update my blog XD
was dammnnn lazy laas =P
dis few days [ ie mean alot of days -.- ] dint went to sch.
its real bored okays? zzz... & for now; there's no need for the sec4na's student to attend sch [:
3 cheers man! XD

had been hangin arnd with karen & co recently.
the laughters re nvr ending. lols!
though there're times when everyb's dwn/mad/pissed.
but overall its really super enjoyable XD
ie get to know damn loads of super duper lame cold jokes frm jyelin.
& super damn disgustin habits they had [ esp dat baba & moo! : ]
anyw; its glad to mix arnd with dis group of super crazy peeps!

here's all the photos ie'd taken for past few days [:
1st re those pics on teachers' day [:

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mrs tan & me [:
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the girls in class 4a1 [ excludin moo ]
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guys of class 4a1 [ not everyone's on the pic ]
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members of class 4a1 o8' !! XD
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my class tee [[:

& follow up re photos on mid-autumn festival [:

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me & karen [:
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me & amanda [:
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moomoo & me [:
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baba & me [:
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baba soooo style ehhs XD
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copyin baba's style act XD
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karen's attempt [:
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amanda's girl attempt XD
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style baas? XD baba, karot & june [:
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frm left to right: june, amanda, me, moo & pufferfish. taken by baba [:

funny pics after we DOLL UP jasmine cheryl moo XD

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proudly done by my baba XD [ the clip's cuteee right? XD ]
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idiot moo tryin to act cuteee with eyeliner on XD
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act fierce niaas. lols. shot by meixuan [:
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me & moomoo with her cutecuteee eyeliner drawn by me! XD

& dis is copyrighted by me & also drawn by me [:
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& ie got prove dat some animal's tryin to finish up my bubble tea + pudding!
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[ dare to deny even ie caught her red-handed... -.-! ]

& dis dunno wad cube dat's sooo damn diff to do...
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as ue can see its done by who. lmao! [ one side only XD ]
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kkays lors. gonna sleep liaos.
nightsnights ! [[: