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December 30, 2008 @ 11:26 PM
Emotionless. I miss you... Daddy...
Alot of things had been racing through my mind.. Just like a fast-fowarded movie.. This yr, alot of things changed.. Better & worse.. Lost & gained.. Times flies.. & nxt yr, not gonna get to see quite a no. of frens arnd often.. Times like; fooling arnd with girlfs, went swimming, cry over the phone.. 以后,这些再也不会重蹈.... 好怀念... I really do miss them though...
Was browsing the photos in my phone last night.. Alot of memories flash-backed.. Long forgotten memories.. Memories I dont wanna bring up.. With ppl dat were/was[?] once just like my sister/brother to me.. Those times seems to be like a thousand yrs old.. An era old.. *Hais..* I really don't wanna admit.. That I really do miss-ed those ppl.. Alot.. & the funniest part is.. I'm the only one dat seems to be held back by the past...
Don't wanna knw anym frens or etc.. Whenevr I get to be close to sumone.. I'm bound to lose a precious one.. 我讨厌命运, 仿佛在作弄我似的... I'm really tired at times.. & all I can do was pretending I'm alright.. A show being put up, just to let ppl knw I'm alright.. I'm strong enuff to handle everyt.. But hell it... When will this show end..? Just when the bloody hell I can be myself...?
& he's the one I don't wanna admit dat I miss him.. A persson dat left me alone when I'm young.. All his concern were only her.. I'm just simply a thorn in his eyes.. He nvr had been bothered with me.. & at the very end.. He dint want me anym... He chose to leave...
I guessed.. I really need a rest now.. Emotionally & physically... & I'd to thanks DesmondPoh yeahs.. For always bothering with my nonsenses...
P.S: Only clever ppl knws.. :X
December 29, 2008 @ 10:30 PM
Superrrrr Crazy Shoping Day  Shall start with all the photos..
 All these cuteeee things gonna make me sooooo broke.. 
 It's been sooo superrr long ever since their last photo. 
Peepo, Star of the Day: Amanda Phua!

 She's cuteeee right? My dumb girlgirl,   Girl & me the 战利品[s] of the day. Wahahahs!  My 战利品[s].. All my $$$ fly fly away...   Girl bought me dis moomoo plushie as bday  !  & due to Karot's sudden change of work-time.. I'm soooo superrr lack of sleep.. & due to me, dear AmandaPhua's also spend alot today Finally get to take neoprnts today. Soooo superrrr long nvr take ler naas..  Shall end ler.. I superrrr bth liaos... & THAT orange dress, I'm sooo gonna buy you man! 
December 28, 2008 @ 10:10 PM
Superrrrr Tiring Day... Guess.. Recently gonna be superrrr unreasonable.. Due to the tired-ness...
Slept at 6am last night.. Shucks.. I'm sleeping later & later by each day man... Dunno why... Recently 失眠 superrrr jialat.. Dying ler... & today... Mood wasnt good too.. Everyt seems to be sooooo plain to me.. Like I'm emotionless lidhat... 
Anyw, tmr goin out. Dunno who confirm goin yet.. [shucks.. I dont feel excited either...] Gonna watch Yes Man & Bedtime Stories.. Buy my bag & bangles.. &.... Don't feel like typing anym... ............ 
 I just wanna have the stars that belong-ed to me... Only me...
December 27, 2008 @ 10:41 PM
Okays. Shall fast fast end it. I wanna continue with my bloghopping  Hmms.. Hell it... I'm superrrr piss now with certain stuffs.. But guess.. Shall heck care ler.. * Wondering shld I just off my phone & let it die till Monday not.. *
& I'm goin shopping with Amanda, Eva [not confirm ], & Baby [ not confirm ]. Shall go find Karot too. As for one idiot, let's just skip it yeahs 
Approximately 6 more days to Sch peepo[s]!
December 26, 2008 @ 11:13 PM
Hell It.... 当机会在你眼前时,要懂得珍惜.

Zzzz.. Met up with Karot. Same old routine, slacked & fagged. Headed to sch. Then went to ave 8 had lunch/breakfast [?] with Karot. Saw Des. Went to tok to Des & Edwin. Then saw Beekee. Bid goodbye to Karot & rot at shop agn....
Dont wanna blog too muchs.. Mood is superrrr bad now due to one bloody asshole...  Damn feel like giving up everything man.. 我不知道为何我就是无法不管你... 真怀疑我上辈子到底欠了你什么... TMD... 
EDITED : Well.. It's like goin to 2am ler laas... & I'm still browsing the net.. Anyw; went to search arnd for the Twilight Saga thingy. Got to read the drafts of the book Midnight Sun. [well, shld be the 5th book of the series, but due to sth, the author hold it. ] It's superrrrrrr nice laas! In Edward's pt of view..
& the release date of New Moon most probably will be on 20Nov09', if ther's no changes/sth. & the director had changed, as well as the guy acting as Jacob too. Hmms.. Confirm goin to be a hit nxt yr! ^^
December 25, 2008 @ 10:27 PM
All I Want For Xmas Is You..
Shall fast fast end dis post of mine... Superrrr exhausted now... & this stupid nose of mine feel like it's going to drop sooner/later..  Met Karot in the morning.. Fagged & stuffs.. & headed to shop as usual.. Get to have my Pizzahut treat today by Aunt.. 
Dunno why... I'm feeling sooooo damn beat... Like I havent been sleeping for ages lidhat.. *Yawns...* This is the 1st holiday dat I get to sleep so lil though..  & worse still.. This holiday last for approximately 3 mnths... Hell... Shoulders aching like crazy now.... Zzz...
December 24, 2008 @ 11:13 PM
Xmas Eve. Dont feel anyt special abt it though.. It's just a normal day to me though[?].. & anyw, some of my old posts' photos cant be viewed. Due to me deleting them frm my Photobucket acc.
Woke up superrrr late today, as I slept superrrr late last night.. [standardize..] Was supposed to meet Karot.. But due to my tired-ness, we din't meet. [sorry ahhs, Karot.. Shall meet tmr then. ] Went to shop.. & start to rot agn.. Shall stop rotting when CNY's approaching.
Stepfather brought me Beard Papa agn!  [ hell it.. I'm getting fatter as days pass laas.... ] Tmr Aunt say she's goin to treat me PizzaHut. Shall see then. 
 I proudly ate 4 of it!
 Stupid containers[?] arrived today...
 & It's all BIRDS agn.... -.-
There's a superrrr funny feeling deep dwn in me.. I'm sumhow looking-forward to Sch.. But sumhow don't want O lvl to come.. [?] Funny right? Zzzz... I dunno wth I want too... *Hais* 有时候觉得自己太胆小了, 感觉好懦弱.... Like superrrr useless lidhat...
!..kcab emoc retsaF  Finally finished editing my blog... ZZzzzz... [though ther's a lil html error... ]
Today as usual.. It's rotting day agn... The only difference is dat early in the afternoon, I scolded the kids in my hse. Superrrrr buay tahan them siaas... 
& Peepo[s] !!! Approximately 9 more days to sch! I'm like soooo superrr looking forward to it.  Pray god nxt yr wont have soooo muchs probs ahhs...
December 22, 2008 @ 10:48 PM
... OUY SSIM I &&&&&: HAPPY BDAY TO CAIYAN KOR! 
Today met Karot & Baba at BBC. Ate, slacked & fagged befure heading to Sch. Dint go to Hougang Mall with Karot due to stupid me nvr bring my IC... Bought books, chatted with Teachers, waited for Karot & headed to shop. Went out straight when I reached shop. Went to take goods with Aunt at dunno wher. Then headed to Kovan Heartland Mall to make my bank & cheque stuffs. Finally got my POSB/Atm card!!! [I knw I'm superrrrr lame.... ] Banked in the cheque. & headed off to shop after getting my precious buble tea 
 My 'Old' Bankbook... & my cheque!
& once agn..... Rotting time.... Its superrrrrrrr lifeless laas! Shall plan for the outing on 29th.. Not sure whether I can go out not.. Going out with Eva, Baby, Amanda, Baba & maybe Karot~
December 20, 2008 @ 9:42 PM
Killer Day... Zzzzz....ZZzzzz.....  Shall start with ytd baas.. *Hais...*
19th Dec 08' It's superrrrrrr tiring laas.... Mood was superrrr dwn for whole day... It's just soooooo damn unlucky laas.. Got to eat my choc eclairs.. [I guess dat's the only thing I'm happy for a lil bit... ]
 Baby's Xmas present from Eva, Karot, Baba & me [:

Flavour deh...
 Coffee Flavour deh...
20th Dec 08' Met Karot at BBC today.. Head-ed dwn to Serangoon to meet Baby. Fagged & slacked. Then Karot went off for work... Went to eat.. Then head-ed to Rosthy[?] Primary for the scholarship thingy.. It's superrrr bored laas... Dont wanna comment anym abt it.. Got $500.. [Shld ie feel happy abt it? ] Can hear F480 calling me.... Mavis came to meet me... Ate agn befure heading to shop.. Ate AGN when I reach-ed shop.. Then head-ed hme not long after I reach-ed shop.. As I'm superrr lack of sleep now.... ZZzzzz.... Help-ed Grandma to make the dumplings[?].. Forget it.. Dont wanna type liaos.. I'm superrrrr moody now... *Hais...X100000000*
 Mavis bought it frm Genting...
 The 'Before' Heart Dumpling I made...
 The 'After' Heart Dumpling....
 1 Red 1 White...
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