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Winne Phua Huini's
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Nothing you need to know.Me Myself & I. DON'T come visiting this blog if you ain't happy w me. Unless you just wanna stalk, welcome. DO try not to make too much noise here, I can't stand it. Thanks much ;D |
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August 31, 2009 @ 6:05 PM
Rantings. This post was actually thot when I was tossing & turning in bed last night... I culdnt get to sleep, whole mind was thinking & thinking of craps times & agn. Anyw, I was thinking abt why during those oldies days, marriage was so lasting, even though those men might not have only 1 wife. Still, the wives (or in fact women) wuld not leave their husband. Females have the tendecy to crazily fall in love, willing to do anyt just to please him. Yet, I find that this generation I'm living in is changing drastically, everyt started to swap. There's one sentence that I once heard frm someone's mouth :"During the past, "I'm sorry" culd be said out loud easily, saying "I Love You" is like mudering. Now? Sorry seems to be the hardest words" How true isn't it? Couples (including me & my Lovee) can easily say out those 3 sweetest words, but apologizing to our parents is like "Gosh! Just let me dieeeee~" Times is definitely changing the lifestyle humans are living. & here's one thing I hate abt. During the SuperTeens programme, I rmb those instructors told us :"What you think is what you get." But why whatever I think I wuldnt get? Not implying that I think that I will grow up to 21yrs old in a blink of an eye laas... E.g like times when I thought that I culd score well in certain subject, when I thought that my phone bill gonna burst like hell, all these "thinkings" of mine will definitely plus chop turn out to be totally opposite... Think hard, is it Fate that's pranking you or are you incompetent? That's a qtn I always ask myself, but I culn't find any answer to it... Did you ever regret that you shuld do well during that some time of yours, but yet you wasted it effortlessly? I did. & I seriously hope that there really is Doraemon in this world to give me a time machine, giving me a chance to amend my faults. *SlapSlap* Wake up, no matter what, I still have to face this reality that I seriously have phobia of.. This is so not WinnePhua, I used to be very social, crap with anyone isn't a prob to me, most crucially, I used to smile & enjoy everyd of my life. As I encoutered more & more setbacks, I gradually starts to lose faith/hope/confidence in everyt... One fine day during these 2 yrs, I got to knw a few ppl that changed my life entirely. My lifestyle, characters, attitude towards life & future, everyt took a turning pt. I din't continue to give up hope in my studies, not even skipping any lesson in Sch. My studies scored the marks that I shuld had, teachers were all pleased with my change. I even started to seek help frm them whenever I've any difficulties. This yr, I got bck in contact with this guy, Mr W.JianHao. Was a jk whenever I recalled that day 23rd Jan 09, when he threatened me to cme out of my shop, & his 1st time seeing me in my talkative usual self, qtn-ing & suan-ing him which I nvr used to do that infrnt of him. & that's the day that we started to contact each other agn after nearly a period of 4 yrs. He wuld entertained me when I rang him up late in the midnight, repeating how bored I was in shop during the day 25th Jan 09, & he came dwn with his friend, accompanied me to waste some time befure they went out. & that was the time when I felt warm & tingy in my heart when he passed me his jacket as I'm freezing. As time passed, we became frens, but the feelings just ain't right. It's undescribable. & the day 22nd Feb 09, we were back tgt was yet another amusing event that I guessed rarely couples will met with. Laughters & tears accompanied us while we are walking dwn this path. It's not an easy task, & I knw we both won't give it up easily. Those obstacles we went through marked dwn the deepening of devotion we both have in this r/s. & I guess, it's impossible for me to find another guy that knws me so well, accepting WinnePhua, accepting her family, accepting her cliques. I do not knw what will happen in the near future, nor will my plans for my studies go well, but there are a few things I'm certainly damn sure of; Labels: Words for WinnePhua |