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Nothing you need to know.Me Myself & I. Single/Attached.

DON'T come visiting this blog if you ain't happy w me. Unless you just wanna stalk, welcome.
DO try not to make too much noise here, I can't stand it.

Thanks much ;D
March 30, 2009 @ 6:11 PM

我的依赖.

29th March 2009:
Went dwn to shop. Met Karot & Weisiong 1st, slacked awhile. After that went to meet Lovee to pass him his passport, accompanied him & his mum to eat. Bidded goodbye & headed off with Karot & Weisiong. Went to Grandma's hse after that. Hme-d not loonnggg.

30th March 2009:
Class photo taking day. Apparently my mood wasnt very good for the day. Went for the Chemistry small group tutorial but only got 3 of us ther. Sooooo, Ms Neo cancelled it. Headed to shop, lunch-ed & bitched with Karot befure I go hme.

Thus, I'm here updating this deadly, lifeless blog of mine.
Ther's alot I wanna say, but due to some tongues that will wag, I shall remain silent.
Gotta complain & nag at Lovee later. Lols. He's my rubbish chute of complains :D



My silly dear-ly love-ly Hubby,
Ther's alot I wanna let you knw. How much you changed me when you entered dis lifeless life of mine. Just simply, words cant describe the feelings I'd. Those love & concern you showered on me, how much I feel like repaying you. Ther's nvr anyone that I feel this way, I swear. Fate was the one that brought us back tgt, & once, tore us apart. But still, you are here, nxt to me, letting me knw what's like to be love & concern by someone so amazing, Mr W.JianHao. The one that I really hope that I could walk this tough path dwn tgt, nvr letting go of your hands, cherishing each moments, treasuring every single sec spend with you.

You touched me with your words, your love, every single inch of you just make me realize how wonderful & amazing love is. You this silly tree, better stay rooted ther till death take us away. Ther's no sweetness in us, but yeat, with you arnd, it's the sweetest moment I ever tasted. You stood by me, holding me whenever I fall. Always sparing a thhought for me, willing to spend any of your free time with me. I'm not the best girl you could find out ther, yet, you still choose to be strong in this r/s.

未来的事没人能预知.

但, 我只想让你知道, 从我出生到现在, 唯有你, 让我尝试到被爱是多么幸福的一件事.
我宁可放弃整个森林, 也不想错过你这棵树.
你, 黄建豪, 是我, 潘慧妮, 想要永远绑在身边的人!


Really really really, I don't knw the best sweetest word to say to you,
to let you knw how I really feel deep dwn in my heart...
Lastly, My Love, I really 真的非常 love you [:
Don't ever ever ever break this heart you held...

我们从牵手放手, 又牵手走过来.
每当情绪像海, 你只抱我从不催我讲出来.
我就明白你是我的依赖.

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March 28, 2009 @ 12:00 PM

Singderella.

27th March 2009:
Headed Hme straight after Sch. Listened to Lovee, & I stay-ed back for Chinese xtra lesson. Hme-d, Com-ed a lil & went to bathed, got ready & met Mavis near my hse. Walked over to Ave 8 tgt, lunch-ed & I walked back hme agn. Com-ed agn, Karot called, & moments later she came up my hse. Waited for some bloody idiot to bathe, talked finished on the phone & we went out. Waited for Lovee at bus-stop, & headed to the Pasar Malam tgt ^^

Lovee was fooled by me as he culd alight at a nearer bus-stop :D
Soooooo, we met Weisiong, & crapped a lil. Chanced upon Meixuan & Melissa, & fooled a lil. Karot went off 1st, thus me, Lovee & Weisiong went to hunt for food. Food-ed finished, Weisiong left, Lovee & me walked to Ave 8 NTUC to grabbed some stuffs, & thnx my Lovee, for the Kit-Kat :D [He always say dont let me eat, in the end definitly will give in to me deh :D] & Lovee accompanied me, walked back hme.

28th March 2009:

That's Lovee's cute cutee passport photo :D

Tuition was cancelled as I wanna accompany Lovee to make his passport & I wanted to go back Grandma's place to packed some stuffs too. Woke up superrrrrrrrr duperrrrrr earlie thnx to Lovee, & guess wad. Waited for my silly boy for approximately 20mins outside his hse as he fell asleep -.-

Mrt-ed to Lavender's[?] ther. & dint get to make as the collection date was hell too loonngg. So we bus-ed to Hougang & bus-ed to my hse ther finally. Lovee's superrrrr funny man :D Went to Shop & Save to grab a drink & my Kinder Whitee ^^ Saw my Grandma & bought she paid for another Kinder White :D Went to sit at a void deck not too loonngg & my Uncle's Wife called to say she's at the lift lobby waiting for me.

Headed up tgt, Aunt & Co were stunned that I brought a guy back, & was all having that smirking smile on their faces -.- Intro Lovee to them, & went to my ex-room to packed my belongings. Ate spaghetti[?], & back to packing. Spent quitee a loonngg time at ther befure we headed back to my current hme to put my belongings. Bus-ed to Lovee's hse & spent the time ther till night.
Time spend with you, is nvr enough, My Lovee.


&,
Hubby, it's a blissing that I found you [:

March 26, 2009 @ 8:41 PM

高调爱 !

Okays ppl, now no mood to blog. Lols, gonna chiong my game ^^
Must be higher lvl than Lovee! :D

March 25, 2009 @ 3:55 PM

Wonderwall.

Apparently, I've been coming hme straight after sch. Cos must chiong my studies up, & score beautifully in O lvl. Soooooo stress to realize dat, time really flies very deh fast... T.T & really wonder, wad will happen in near the future.

It always seems that things remained the same, but when you look back, how funny it is that everyt changed. Sooooooo, I've to cherish what I got, & really make full use of my time. Shan't complain when the results are not what I wished.

Anyw, here's a silly story I wanna share.

There was once a girl, by the name of Winne, gave up her studies during her Sec3 life, wasting her precious time w/o knowing. Finally she realized how silly she once was, when she retained, & chose to proceed to Sec4 Normal Academic.

She had wasted a yr time, doing nth, though it's crazy & fun back then, which in turn, became a turning pt in her life, realizing that that's not the way she wants to live anym.

All the teachers had said to her that she really changed, from the once loser, to now. Though in her Sec4 life she'd been playing quite a lot, still, she did manage to scored quite beautifully in her N lvl, disappointed that it wasn't really what she wanted. Back then, she vowed that she will & shall not waste anym of her time, making every sec worthwhile.

This yr to her, there's only a word to describe : STRESS. As its been ages ever she last touched O lvl styled qtns. Not wanting to disappoint any on her love ones, she vowed from this moment onwards, she shall & will not give up her studies for any silly reasons anym. She had woke up from the nightmare she once lived in, as she realized how drastically she once was [:




Taaaaaa-daaaa~
The End. ^^

March 24, 2009 @ 3:52 PM

Listen to Your Heart.




Hmms.. I wonder why am I feeling soooooo superrrrrr tired recently.. :S
I just can't help dozing off in class man... Today, slept for nearly 3hrs as ther's no teachers for the first 4 periods. & another 2 more free periods after recess. Sooooo, I chiong all the hw teachers gave today during that 2 periods, & crap-ing for the last 3 periods :X

As I promised Lovee, I've to & must study.
Soooo, today onwards shall post early, bathe early, do hw, & sleep early ^^
要听亲爱的话, 要不然他会生气. [I like write till Lovee very small gas lidhat.. :X]

March 22, 2009 @ 10:52 PM

Un-Touched.

21st March 2009:




I just din't like to smilee like dis -.-


Somee cam-whoring befure going dwn to find Lovee.


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Tuiton-ed in the morning as usual. Thanks Serene cher for givng me the Snow City & Science Centre thingy ^^ & finally, got to psyco my Mum to let me go out :D
Soooooo, went to Lovee's Hse, all dressed up. But in the end, we did nth, but mahjong-ed agn with his bro & bro's girlf. Won $12 ^^ Dinner-ed at Compass Point Yoshinoya,
Chatted with Lovee for awhile befure I answer-ed my bed's call. As I'd to wake up superrrrrrr early for the CIP thingy the following day... T.T Gonna be sooooo damn dead..

PS: Thanks Lovee, I knw you don't like to eat Yoshinoya though, & stop bullyin me! :P

22nd March 2009:





Ms L.Karen! ^^


Mr O.Weisiong! ^^


Mr A.Junrong! ^^


4 black frames specs!





My leg loooook soooooo bigg T.T



See how many uncles & aunties came.... Zzzz...


Okays, dragged myself out of my lovely bed early in the morning 5am.. Zzz... Prepared, & rushed dwn to Ave 8, in the end, I'm the earliest to reach ther.. -.- Karot, Weisiong & Junrong same not loonng. Breakfast-ed at Mac befure we cab-ed dwn to Marina Square. Was waiting for the rest to arrive befure we headed dwn to the Marina Platform[?], & seriously, the organization need alot of improvements yeahs? :/
Took plenty of photos, headed to Marina Square after everyt ended. & pool-ed with Mr A. Jude! :D Cldnt tell dat his pool skill is impressive :P Won Clement in pool~~~
Cab-ed to Compass Point with Karot & Co for Curry-San. Parted with them when Lovee, his bro & bro's girlf came dwn. Shop-ed a lil, & headed to Lovee's hse for mahjong-ed agn. Totally no mood to play, & thus, lose $15? But, I lose to Lovee, sooooooo, I need not pay :D
Parted with Lovee as he had to book in ler... Zzzz.... Hais.... Bus-ed dwn to Grandma's Hse, it's been nearly 3 weeks since I last step in the hse. But, I got off within 1/2 an hr as I seriously can't stand it... Afraid dat I wld 破口大骂 :S
Waited for Lovee's call, & he din't get to post to other nearer camp, talk-ed alot with him agn. Realized dat wadever craps I got, I can just tell him, everyt just seems soooooo natural :D

PS: Lovee, 我不会甜言蜜语, 只想让你知道, 和你在一起的日子, 我很开心. 不管未来有多困难, 我都愿意和你挨. Simple sweet & nicee, ♥ !

23rd March 2009:
Today is a killer day!!!!
I just simply keep sleepin & dozing off for no reasons..... Sians laas... T.T & Lovee told me sth dat bring my mood even more dwn.. Though it's not his fault... Hais, it's gonna be soooooo unbearable man! T.T Uncle fetched me hme, thus I'm soooooo early rotting now.. :S

10 days passed sooooo fast.......... :/

PS: I wonder am I a student or a prisoner now... -.-

March 20, 2009 @ 9:28 PM

Our Story.



回忆起过去 曾经的疯狂玩乐.


Wrapped Lovee with blankets :X

Okays, today went to Shop 1st. Met Karot & Weisiong lunch-ed. Slack a lil & cab-ed dwn to Love's Hse. Bought him porridge, but he dint finish -.- Hais, Silly Love's dwn with fever[?], see him sleep for an hr agn... Stupid him, die die dont want eat med... Zzz.. Hais, loveee to make me worry soooooo muchs den happy... :/

Met HuiHui & walk-ed dwn to Hougang area. Chatted alot with her, & halfway saw Love's bro & bro's girlf. Reached & slacked for a lil & hme-d. Love's otw sending his parents to Changi Airport, & tmr's a mess... Wth man.. Angrie! ]:

一路顺风 to Love's Parents! ^^
& Love, pls pls pls don't makee me soooo worry ler laas :/

March 19, 2009 @ 11:37 PM

Unstoppable.




See this Pig Love of mine sleeping :P


Okays. My blog cannot anyh write things ler T.T My Silly Love has been checking on my blog seeing whether I got bad-mouthed him not. Lols~ Sooooooo, I shall complain more XD

Today woke up early, met Karot & Weisiong for breakfast befure going to Sch for Chem xtra class. Then went to 918 for maggie, cab-ed dwn to Love's Hse. Homework-ed a lil, & started to crap. Headed to Compass Point lunch-ed, & Karot & Weisiong left. Sooooooo, went to Love's Hse slacked & hme-d. Got locked outside the Hse as I forgot to bring my keys out T.T

& Love's superrrrrrrr irritating lors! Everyt ask me guess here guess ther, when he knw I hateee it -.-
Brain cells all die becos of him lors! ]: & he left me staring at his face for more than an hr when he's sleeping! Sooooooo bad right?! :Z
Anyw, 亲爱的 Dear-ly Hubby, I still lovee you many many ♥!


PS: Due to my Love complaining of my words tooooo small, I make it very big for him to see :D

March 18, 2009 @ 8:15 PM

天使眷恋.


While helping Karot's Mum ^^


Met Karot & Weisiong in afternoon. Slacked, talked & headed to Karot's hse while Weisiong went for tuition. Reach-ed Karot's hse not more than 1/2 an hr, Love called. Soooooo, bus-ed dwn to his hse. Did a portion of my holiday hw while Love sleep like a pig -.- Then bus-ed to Ave 8 for dinner with his mum & aunt. Fly Weisiong's kite for dinner due to the last min decision of dinner-ing with Love's family. [Sry yeahs... :X] Hme-d not looonngg ago [:

Tmr got Chem xtra class... Zzz... Sians 1/2... Plus holiday hw soooooo diff... T.T

March 17, 2009 @ 1:37 PM

I Don't Care.


Okays. Totally no mood now... Don't feel like blogging for today.

Edited:
Suddenly got the mood to blog :X Went to find Hubby today.
Dinner-ed/Lunch-ed before proceeding back to Hme. & my silly love's gonna fall sick ler.. :/ Just finish-ed talking to him on the phone, & he sounded sooooo sick...
Shall play games 1st befure I answer my bed's call [:

& DumbDumb Dear-ly of mine, takecares of yourself laas...
Always not fair to me deh.. Wad I say you dont listen... Make ppl worried you then happy... Zzz...

March 16, 2009 @ 11:57 PM

Superfluous.

Havent been bloggin since a week I guess? Lols. Finally had my Internet done! XD
Okays, shall start with days dat I barely/rmb :X

13th March 2009:
Last day of Sch. Dint' attend becos of some particular reason. Hmms.. Then met Hubby, went dwn to Sch there to get my stuffs, & went back to Hubby's Hse agn to meet his bro & bro's girlf to head dwn to Cineleisure[?] to catch Dragon Ball Evolution. Dinner-ed & head-ed Hme.

14th March 2009:
Tuition-ed in the morning as usual, slack-ed at Hme awhile befure heading dwn to find Hubby agn. Mahjong-ed, & I helped him to lose $3 agn, if not he win approximately $30 bucks :X Then dinner-ed at Greed deh LJS, & hme-d. Chatted with my silly boy till 5+ am :D

15th March 2009:
Woke up in the afternoon, & rotted for the entire day at hme. Lols, stupid me, shld have gone dwn to meet Huddy 地说... Nvm, watch-ed Spiderman 3, Hollow Man & Sweeny Todd for the day at HBO. Zzz... Bored 地说!

16th March 2009:


It's Eva Liew's Big Day today! :D
Sooooo, woke up 8am in the morning, cor-ed my silly love wake up, & he's sooooo obviously still sleeping still say I'm the one 在说梦话 -.- Then, doll-ed up, walked to Ave 8 to meet Dear Karot, & headed to Pt to meet Amanda, Weisiong & lastly, the Big-Day Girl~
Ate my long-waiting Macdonald breakfast & finally decided to head to Plaza to pool. Pool for awhile & Love turned up, gave me a surprise as he bluffed me saying dat he won't be coming dwn ^^ & I cheated by telling Hubby to help me play :P
Went to Mall for lunch after Karot & Weisiong left, & slacked a lil, parted with Eva & headed to Hubby's Hse. Watched Red Cliff 2, & was superrrrr pissed after a phone call. [Sry dear-ly, for giving you a black face after the call... Was really pissed with it... :X] & I saw my boy's childish side. Lols! Went Hme not loonnngg.
Had my Internet fixed, & now, waiting for Love to cor me after his mahjong.
Soooooooo, I shall rot here then :D

Ps: Love, I'm glad dat I can talk things out with ya. & I totally can be myself infrnt of you, I need not hide anyt/wear any mask. 谢谢你一直以来对我的包容, 容忍我的过错, 体谅我的不是. 没有你的出现, 我想...我不会是现在的潘慧妮. Though we hadnt been tgt for long, it's just barely a mnth. But it feels its been ages being with you. Love ya!

March 10, 2009 @ 4:17 PM

Grown.


He's soooooo superrrr handsome laas! :D


Nui WenHao got caught red-handed for sleeping in class!


Bday cards for Steph & Emily.


Okays, can't be using com muchs as I'm currently living at another Hse, & Mum haven't sign up for Internet yet. Thus, culdnt recall/post muchs abt wad happened recently.

06th March 2009:
Was waiting for 1 idiot to cor me for the whole day -.-
& yeahs, met up with Jaleena Jie after Sch, & headed to my Hse.
Caught up alot with her, & she's growing fatter & whiter! :D

07th March 2009:
Tuition cancelled, as I totally got no mood, superrrrr tired & had to pack up my stuffs to move to Green ther. [In the end, I din't pack anyt :P]
& my silly boy did sth superrrrr unexpected! All thnx to him, my life regained :D
Bus-ed dwn to Ave 8 with him to meet Karot. & wad dragging alot befure I went dwn to find him agn. Told him alot of things...
A sudden decision to watch movie during the midnight, sooooo, us & his bro & bor's girlf went dwn to Plaza Singapura to catch the show 'Coming Soon'.
I sooooo superrrr regret it man... T.T Sooooo scary laas!

08th March 2009:
Woke up superrrr late.. [thnx to the movie.. -.-] Cldnt get to meet him, soooo instead, rot-ed at Hme, met Karot & co. Slacked awhile & moved hse ler.

09th March 2009:
Wasn't feeling well, like goin to have fever soon. Totally shag diao, so went to Grandma's Hse to rest. How cute my family is, treat me soooo gd suddenly. Lols~
Then moved more clothings to the other side, settled & slept.

10th March 2009:
Culdnt help but to sleep in class today. Mrs Tay just simply dont let me sleep T.T
& went straight to Ave 8 after Sch, met Karot, ate & poof!
I'm at her hse playing com & searching for class thingy [:
Shall update a.s.a.p whenever I got the time then ^^

March 2, 2009 @ 4:36 PM

Not Ready to Make Nicee.


I'm back. Lols.. & my mood seriously sucks today.. :X
Things was goin fine untill.. Sth idiotic happened, dat I really cant stand it, I don't feel like talking at all.. [Except Eva & Co..] & guess, they knew exactly wth made me soooo piss ]:
Shall mention it in here, then.


Peepo, I dont care who the hell you are,
you just don't have the right to criticise my r/s.
If you're my friend, then you'll support my decision.
Not saying things behind my back &
asking others whether do they approve me & him tgt not.
I'd been tolerating for ages,
& I think dat it's time to let you knw dat I'm not a pushover.
IT'S MY R/S, IT'S BETWEEN ME & HIM. NOT YOU.
Who are you to give any dear opinions of yours
& pull votes whether me & him shld be tgt not?
I respect you by not flaring up/say it right to your face.
But wth did you repay me?!
Don't say dat I din't consider abt our frenship/wadever craps.
It's becos I knw you guys for long & dat doesnt mean dat
you all can criticise my boyf as if he's just a piece of junk.
Your boyf[s] mean alot to you, SO DO MINE.
Pls, think befure you speak.
I'd changed. I jolly well knw dat well. So?
To the worse/better, it's my business.
Real & true friends will nvr pour each other cold water & say things behind each other's backs, nor will they go arnd telling others wth had happened.

& Lastly, I nvr pin-point anyone here.
So don't ask me who the hell am I mentioning,
as I won't admit/deny any names dat you came out with.


Done. Vent everyt out ler.. Can't stand it anym....
I changed, I becme more ruthless, heartless/wadever bad things you can think of. I'm just not the past me. Sooooo, neither wuld I apologised like I did befure..

Edited :
Okays, psps.. Just now was happily toking on the phone with Hubby,& I culdnt concentrate muchs in my post naas... -.- Was laughin & crapping like a mad girl alllllll the way. Rofl~
& my silly love kept suan-ing me, while I keep disturbing him back :P
一直吵他买衣服给我 , & he bothered to entertain me :D

& peepo, my blog's calender got a lil tiny bit of prob [due to the kao-ani webby..], sooooo... It appeared to be a dog face now?! -.- Anyw, hope it'll get back soon :X

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March 1, 2009 @ 9:16 PM

唯一色彩.

Okays, changed blogskin as the previous one gave me alot of probs.. -.-
& hence, I'm here bloggin wadever I miss-ed out agn [:

27th February 2009:

For the February Babies ^^


The Sec4 & 5 X-country.


Bun bun bun!


Steph & Me, & I loooookk so innocent right? :X

As I did mentioned on my previous post, I went to the X-country with Karot, JunRong & Weisiong. Reached ther early, film-ed & interviewed teachers for the CME project. Then me & Karot started to walk-ed for the 2 whole rounds, & my silly boy was waiting at the entrance for quite looonngg :X [How sweet of him to cme to Punggol Park, wait for me to end & fetch me back ^^] Then sang bday song for those February Babies agn, & poof!
Went off with Hubby, reached his Hse, rested & ate, his Daddy is a superrrrr gd cook laas! :X Then watched tv, washed my wounds & went Hme ler ^^

28th February 2009:


I look sooooo innocent with Hubby's Spec :D


Silly Him & Me :D


In his bro's superrrrr mickey car. Lols.

Doll-ed up in the morning, tuitioned & headed to Hubby's Hse. Was cheated by him, his bro & bro's girlf T.T [nearly got cheated to go swimming with them, phew~] In the end, his family sort of had a lil confilcts[?], so me & Hubby went to Vivo to look for his mum, & for my facial thingy. Sooooo damn pissed laas! All Missha outlets 不见了! T.T
Sooooo, we 3 mrt-ed dwn to Kembangan[?], to his cousin's Hse, for his nephew's 1st mnth celebration.. Soooo superrrr weird lors... -.- Lucky Hubby accompanied me throughout ^^ Then his bro came dwn to fetch all of us back, bought food & back to his Hme. Ate & mahjong-ed, Hme-d at 11plus. & phone-d with him till 3am [:

01st March 2009:
Thanks to my silly boy, my Mac's breakfast's gone! T.T Cos' both of us happily slept till 1pm, forgot to phone each other to wake up ]: Sooooo, I din't get to eat my breakfast.. Hais.. Headed to Shop, bought my Choco! :D & stupid Hubby bluff me say he late book in -.- 还我吓一跳... & peepo, taa-taa~ Talkin to Him now! XD