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Winne Phua Huini's
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August 31, 2009 @ 6:05 PM
Rantings. This post was actually thot when I was tossing & turning in bed last night... I culdnt get to sleep, whole mind was thinking & thinking of craps times & agn. Anyw, I was thinking abt why during those oldies days, marriage was so lasting, even though those men might not have only 1 wife. Still, the wives (or in fact women) wuld not leave their husband. Females have the tendecy to crazily fall in love, willing to do anyt just to please him. Yet, I find that this generation I'm living in is changing drastically, everyt started to swap. There's one sentence that I once heard frm someone's mouth :"During the past, "I'm sorry" culd be said out loud easily, saying "I Love You" is like mudering. Now? Sorry seems to be the hardest words" How true isn't it? Couples (including me & my Lovee) can easily say out those 3 sweetest words, but apologizing to our parents is like "Gosh! Just let me dieeeee~" Times is definitely changing the lifestyle humans are living. & here's one thing I hate abt. During the SuperTeens programme, I rmb those instructors told us :"What you think is what you get." But why whatever I think I wuldnt get? Not implying that I think that I will grow up to 21yrs old in a blink of an eye laas... E.g like times when I thought that I culd score well in certain subject, when I thought that my phone bill gonna burst like hell, all these "thinkings" of mine will definitely plus chop turn out to be totally opposite... Think hard, is it Fate that's pranking you or are you incompetent? That's a qtn I always ask myself, but I culn't find any answer to it... Did you ever regret that you shuld do well during that some time of yours, but yet you wasted it effortlessly? I did. & I seriously hope that there really is Doraemon in this world to give me a time machine, giving me a chance to amend my faults. *SlapSlap* Wake up, no matter what, I still have to face this reality that I seriously have phobia of.. This is so not WinnePhua, I used to be very social, crap with anyone isn't a prob to me, most crucially, I used to smile & enjoy everyd of my life. As I encoutered more & more setbacks, I gradually starts to lose faith/hope/confidence in everyt... One fine day during these 2 yrs, I got to knw a few ppl that changed my life entirely. My lifestyle, characters, attitude towards life & future, everyt took a turning pt. I din't continue to give up hope in my studies, not even skipping any lesson in Sch. My studies scored the marks that I shuld had, teachers were all pleased with my change. I even started to seek help frm them whenever I've any difficulties. This yr, I got bck in contact with this guy, Mr W.JianHao. Was a jk whenever I recalled that day 23rd Jan 09, when he threatened me to cme out of my shop, & his 1st time seeing me in my talkative usual self, qtn-ing & suan-ing him which I nvr used to do that infrnt of him. & that's the day that we started to contact each other agn after nearly a period of 4 yrs. He wuld entertained me when I rang him up late in the midnight, repeating how bored I was in shop during the day 25th Jan 09, & he came dwn with his friend, accompanied me to waste some time befure they went out. & that was the time when I felt warm & tingy in my heart when he passed me his jacket as I'm freezing. As time passed, we became frens, but the feelings just ain't right. It's undescribable. & the day 22nd Feb 09, we were back tgt was yet another amusing event that I guessed rarely couples will met with. Laughters & tears accompanied us while we are walking dwn this path. It's not an easy task, & I knw we both won't give it up easily. Those obstacles we went through marked dwn the deepening of devotion we both have in this r/s. & I guess, it's impossible for me to find another guy that knws me so well, accepting WinnePhua, accepting her family, accepting her cliques. I do not knw what will happen in the near future, nor will my plans for my studies go well, but there are a few things I'm certainly damn sure of; Labels: Words for WinnePhua August 30, 2009 @ 2:45 PM
Bang Bang Bang! Wellwell, nth special recently, just that my Mum went to Thailand agn, no 'Government', but can't breach any 'laws' as Lovee's had to book in on Saturday night. Sians 1/2, sooooooo I'm on a sleeping marathon. Lols, just keep sleeping in Granny's place. Even if I'm at Lovee's place, I also sleep, he sleep, both pigs sleep & snore :D Nvm, can get to spend more time with him on Friday-Sunday, can anyh drink & eat agn ^^ (Hopefully my health don't give me any probs agn... Keep having my old friend visiting me.. X.X) Shall bother him to bring me go eat alot alot of delicacies, everyone had been saying I'm becoming like a walking skeleton -.- Anyw anyw, I'm recently in loveeee with COFFEE :D Regardless of day/night, I'll just make a cup for myself, enjoy the aroma, savour it in my mouth, I den happy XD ROFL~ P/S: I recently like to 'Bang' for nth, just keep 'Bang Bang-ing' everyw & anyt :D Edited : Yawnyawnyawns! I'm still wide awake now.. Lovee dint ring me up for today... Mayb that's the reason why I don't wanna sleep... X.X Yet tmr had to wake up early for Sch... Anwy, FionaPhua bought me a pair of couple shirts for me & Lovee :D & Doraemon & Ultra-Man stuffs for the both of us, belt for me. Lols, was sumhow stunned & shocked that she bother to spend $$$ for me :X &&& Dearest Mama bought me clothings agn. Making me soooooo envious laas... ]: Nvm, end of yr I shall go ther! :P &&&&&& how forgetful of me, left my usb cable at Lovee's hse. (Always will left sth behind his hse when we leaving... Big-head prawn. Lols!) Can't upload photos now... Sians 1/2, post so wordy... ]: Labels: Few more days Baby~ August 25, 2009 @ 7:58 PM
Peek-A-Booooo!         Lolllllls, Ms L.Karen & Ms Eva L goin to scold the Currently talking to Hubby, he's currently packing his stuffs for his 16km walk. Poor thing, walk till morning... :X Nvm, can get to see him on Friday & Saturday, no 'Government' agn XD Lols, can get to spend those times with him [: Labels: Blahblahblah :P August 23, 2009 @ 1:19 PM
Oh Babyyy, I Lovee You ^^ Wellwell, it's been days ever since I last blog. Lollls, lazy plus I'm currently at my Granny's place. Anyw, had been chiong-ing my Chemistry too. Finally, finished around 1/2 of my TYS ler. *Relief~* &&& unlucky me, dwn with asthma, cough & sore throat... Zzzz.. Sians 1/2, Tuesday got O lvl English Oral yet my body play this type of trick woth me.. Oh yeahs, & ytd is my 1/2 yr with Mr Smelly Lovee ^^ & he's at some forest[?] in Spore for his outfield. LOLS! & was surprised to received his msg ytd morning, silly him [: Labels: Another 1/2 to go~ August 19, 2009 @ 2:20 PM
Assortment of feeling.. .... Ytd was superrrrr pissed, due to DPA, due to a lot of stupid things.. -.- Esp some Anyw, had my O lvl Chinese result out today, A1. Thanks God man.. But yet.. Ain't that happy either too... Dunno why... Atleast, one burden off my shoulders... & Lovee is less worried too.. Studies really is a pressure for both of us... X.X Labels: 天无绝人之路. August 18, 2009 @ 8:59 PM
What's wrong with the world?! Rejected the offer for the DPA for NYP. No mood for anyt. Just August 14, 2009 @ 11:20 PM
Revived! :D  My handsome, dashing Hubby [: Yoyoyoyoyoyoyo! LOLS! I'm superrrrrrrrrr duperrrrrr high now :D Had plenty of sleep for these 2 days, well, I'm stll damn tired laas! Dunno why too... *Yawns* Anyw, Sch is boring as usual, after Sch went to mahjong at my Granny's place with Karot & JunRong. It's like dunno how many decades since I last played 1 full round of mahjong. LOLS~ After mahjong, bidded goodbye, & went to play FB for awhile, read chi novels to waste time. FINALLY! Dearest rang me up, he reached Spore ler! :D & went dwn to look for him at 9+pm. Chatted, made him laughed as usual, hahas, & I kept hugging him for no reason.. LOLS! When he's talking, when he's laughin, when he's looking at me, just wadever he's doing I will suddenly hugged him. & he kept smiling at me -.- How pervert is he XD Anyw, he cabbed me hme [: Gotta go find this Smelly at his place tmr. Guess, tmr I goin to be 黄脸婆 agn, help him unpacked his stuffs, organize his things agn. He promise me not to play DOTA tmr, shall see :P August 12, 2009 @ 3:02 PM
Dyinngggg.. 11th August 2009: Went to find Lovee after tuition, & I finally got the chance to train dwn from Kovan to Sengkang :P Lols, bought cupwalker for him, as I can't drink due to Watched 幸福万岁 with him & his family. *Hais* Time pass so fast, had to go hme ler... Weakling me, die die also want chat with him on the phone befure he's goin to Genting at 4+am... Got scolded by him as I'm seriously making him too worried X.X Cried alot, cos his words made me damn touch naas... (Seriously dunno why I feel so sad when he's just goin to a trip with his family & will be back on Fri.. :X) Finally ended the call at 1.45am, slept at 2am... Lovee, thnx alot. Your parents too [: Seriously made me feel like I'm part of you family. I'm so bounded to you now :X 12th August 2009: Reluctantly wokeup, dragged my legs to Sch... Sweet Lovee sms-ed me, made me feel like crying agn... X.X In betwn had a few calls frm him, & a few msgs. Whole day is like sooooo dead for me, nose started to kill me agn, eyes culd hardly open... Promised Lovee that I will sleep early & had my 3 meals everyd. If not, my ears gonna get bomb by him agn, & I will make him worried agn.. Lols, Dearest, guess you will forever gonna be bothered with my nonsense, & I will forever be so naggy to you :P Labels: Friday come faster... August 11, 2009 @ 12:21 AM
Up Up Up Away!      Cuteeee Bryan [:  Testing out the jelly lens my Mum bought :D  Present frm Mum [:   我的亲爱的 ♥♥♥  Starry starry starry~  The delicious cheesecakes Ms O.Eva treated, thnx many! :D  One & only cups made by my class [:    [: Today's Photos ^^      Wellwell, had tuition in the morning, it's like nearly 2 mnths nvr see my tutor ler :X Lols, doll-ed & headed dwn to Shop. After that headed dwn to Lovee's hse, mahjong-ed a lil & went for our movie date, planned go to Orchard, can find Ms L.Karen for lunch too, but instead, we took Circles Line & ended up in Bishan -.- Stupid Up, time slots all not here not ther, ate, walked arnd. Was shocked to see tutor ther. Lols! Funniest was, we spotted each other in the toilet :D It's my 1st time seeing her husband & her 1st time seeing my boyf. LOLS! Anyw, in the end, well, the movie is niceeee! Touching, amusing & definitely enjoyable [: The boyboy soooooo cuteee :D Reminded me that today I saw alot, alot, alot of cuteeeeeee babies :D After movie, went back to Lovee's hse. Chatted with him (I just loveeee to talk to him ^^), & parted at 11pm as tmr ther's Sch.. Zzzz.. Totally forgot that tmr is O lvl Chinese result day... Sians 1/2, *Pray God ahhs!* August 9, 2009 @ 10:43 PM
44th ^^ As I slept at arnd 4-5am last nigh, thus causing me to wake up at 3pm today -.- Planned was to meet Boyf early in the morning, but cldnt, have to look after sister. So I went back into coma :X Lols, went to Shop, rotted till the time that I can go hme. Watched the NDP Parade, & went to meet Ms L.Karen. Chatted, crapped & hme. Wellwell, I'm feeling so died now X.X Every inch of my body is yearning for Boyf ]: He must have added sth in my food when I'm eating, made me sooooooo mesmerize, crazy, wanting him ]: Nvm, tmr after tuition, I chiong dwn go find you, tie you to me for 1 whole day :P August 8, 2009 @ 2:05 PM
HeartBeat. Gosh, I've plenty of photos in my phone. But stupid me, left my usb cable at shop, lazy to go & take... -.- *Yawns* Waiting for Lovee to end his NDP Reharsal agn, shld be arnd 6pm baas. Finally NDP's round the corner, Lovee's saturdays are all mine agn! :D Hmmms... 12th-14th August Lovee will be goin to Genting with his family, 21st-23rd August I think he got outfield... Sians... But cant keep ranting abt it, cos he also don't want it to happen deh... Sooooooo nvm, I knw I'm always in his ♥ can ler :P Okay laas. Enough of my nonsensical craps. LOLS! Shall update later baas [: Edited: Okay... Crazy me... Crazy moodswing... Now I feel like I'm in hell, while moments ago I'm like flying iin heaven? Stupid... Guess, I need to fill my poor Boyf with all my rantings agn... :X Mayb I shuld just keep repeating to him "Subway Cookies, Craps, Sushi, Pasta!" :X Pervert me, like to see him with that " Labels: I don't care, I want a hug tmr :X, Mr Wong August 7, 2009 @ 10:16 PM
Heart, Mind, Soul.                               Photos Credits : Ms L.Karen! Wellwell, today wore pink/red[?] shirt to Sch. Lols. Was only looking forward to the folding stars session. LOLS! Anyw, it's sumhow lame, but yet enjoyable & memorable [: Took class photos & headed back hme to change & to meet with my usual cliques ^^ Craps as usual, called Christina, met for awhile & we headed to K Pool. (Guess, I still prefer Hougang Plaza more... T.T ) Pool-ed & went to AMK Hub to waste our time. Lols, photos time & headed dwn to Marina Plaza to meet my Smelly :D Walked for arnd 2hrs, waste half of the time in Times, the other just kept walking aimlessly -.- (Good of me to wait for him right? :P) Met him, mrt-ed back to Sengkang. Walked to sumwher near Buangkok to find WeiSiong & JunRong. & back to his place. Dinner-ed, & waste my time :X (It's like so rare I'll act so idiot-ly infrnt of Lovee..Lols!) Guess, today Smelly just kept laughin at my stupid acts -.- Shall catch my Up on Monday! :D |