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Winne Phua Huini's
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Nothing you need to know.Me Myself & I. DON'T come visiting this blog if you ain't happy w me. Unless you just wanna stalk, welcome. DO try not to make too much noise here, I can't stand it. Thanks much ;D |
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February 20, 2010 @ 12:25 AM
Moment of Silence. Suddenly had this urge to type out sth.. Not abt Lovee, nor me family.. Just.. Couldn't figure out why I had to go through this kinda shit every yr.. & no matter how hard I tried to stop/preventing it to happen, eventually, it just happened. Every yr had been having conflicts & disputes betwn friends. Though ther's always a so-called "standard group" w me, but those tat I once thot were my true & real friends will always pop out w some kinda of arguements. Even though all the problems were solved, still, ther will always be a scar left behind. Times & agn, till none could tolerate, everyone will split, leaving thorns, pricking each other's heart badly. This yr, found some great ppl along my journey of life. & I really thot tat I could just mantain this harmony atmosphere.. Yet.. Disheartening.. I just couldn't understand why we can't talk things out nicely, clearing all those misunderstandings.. 1 party will just keep popping out w craps to pissed the rest.. I knw I'm at fault, mayb I shouldn't had ignored the sparks of the flame. Tat burning flame tat started to grow ohhh so strongly tat none could evacuate it.. But hey, I just couldn't get over w it. You were like a friend tat always had my best interest at heart, yet I heard nonsense of you, backstabbing me to my mum so tat I wouldn't fly you kite every tuition lessons? Nonsense isn't? You wanted me to accompany you or you really wanted me to improve my god damn lousy english? I'm seriously bewildered w your intentions.. Nxt, when you're alone, lonely & wanting someone ther to waste your time w, who's tat person huh? Even if it's weekends/days tat my boyf's out frm camp, we both accompanied you till you said you wanted to go home alright? & you could came out w craps saying tat all your friends are gone ever sine you started working? The date we guys planned for the movie : New Moon, I did told ya beforehand tat I couldn't make it as my boyf's sick & my cash was terribly tight. Did ya had to joined a stupid group in FB to tell the whole world tat how unhappy you're when I missed tat date? How abt you then? You din't wait for any of us before you went to watch it, din't we made a pact tat we're going to watch tat show tgt? Put yourself in others' shoes, if your girlf was dwn w terribly high fever, can you just go out w your friends & enjoy tat day? Not bothering her at all? Tat will be totally heartless wouldn't it? After tat date was called off, everyt you called me out, you'll always ask another guy to talk on the phone, passing v sarcastic remarks behind, asking me whether did I forgot abt ya.. Hello, who wouldn't be pissed of w it? Even if we meet up, can't you just speak nicely? Do you have to beat abt the bush, hinting tat you ain't happy? Come straight to the point man.. I seriously had enough! I hate being so rude to a friend, yet you just simply cross this line of mine repeatedly, not knowing where you're at fault. Simply sending a msg, worse still, w vulgar, trying to mend everyt? I doubt tat tat msg was even typed & sent by you man.. You simply inserted a lot of question marks w every intentions you had. Making everyone doubting you, wondering are you really tat person we used to know. Seriously, one last remark, STOP joining any stupid FB groups trying to HINT how you feel, pushing blames away. Don't you know tat all these are like rubbing salt into the wound? Or wellllll, pouring fuel into the flames.. Labels: LIMIT |