August 2, 2010 @ 11:41 PM
4, 3, 2, 1..
Lovee went to outfield already, the most impt test, sth like 'O' Levels, tat's wad he describe to me.. Kinda could not control my bad & getting worse temper.. Headaches are hurting me more often, &... I wish to see my Lovee now.. :( *Hais*
Randomly went back to Hougang Sec today, missed 5A1 like freaking mad... :( Wonder why poly life ain't that fun, enjoying & vibrant than sec sch life.. I missed Mr A.Jude nagging at us for POA hw, Mr K.Dannis jokes & craps, Mr Hambali always going arnd asking for sweets, Ms O.Eva always trying her best to disturb Mr A.Jude, Ms T.Emily's big big wide smile, the 3 musketeers Mr T.Clement, Mr H.Jonathan & Mr T.Mark, Ms C.Elis & Ms T.Step trying their best to plan an event for the class, Mrs Tay fuming mad w all of us scoring v badly for English, Mr Roslan's funny reactions during P.E lessons, Mr Pang always telling us many many stories... *Sigh*







Don't wanna talk much abt it, the more I think, the more I'm regret w my choice to enter poly.. I dunno why.. Why am I rejecting the idea that I'm already in that sch.. I'm not such timid person, I USED TO BE someone daring, taking any challenges she faced.. I'm even making Lovee kinda head big big recently becos of the weird me.. It just feels like a monster living in me, trying to rip my mentality to someone... I don't even knw..
Wadever it is, I'm still v happy & blessed that Lovee's treating me better & better every now & den, I knw he's trying to encourage me, pushing me to do, always wanting sth for the benefit of me.. Selfish, ain't I...?
Ohhhhhh, & my dearest partner, Ms L.Karen, for listening my nonsensical rantings, even me myself don't really understand wad I am trying to convey.. Thanks many for always being so straight to me, reminding & telling me those loop holes I'd made.
& for once, I really hope to tie my life w someone so much, He'd becme the major part of me, The reason why I couldn't live my life w/o him. Darling, I miss you.. :(
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