♥ ♥ TheHeartBrks

2011-06-08T03:01:00.002+08:00

Fall, Falling, Fell.

Moments ago when I'm showering, I've got a sudden urge to post some random thots of mine agn. Lols. I decided to open my fb wall agn cos Eileen.L refer me to a secret cyber space for me to rant my craps.

In many ppl's eyes, I'm a talkative, cheerful, immature, senseless, brainless, crap girl. Cos I've always portray this image so well, tat I'm alrdy at master lvl. But, naas. Tats wad I want ppl to think. Cos I'm afraid of ppl knowing the true side of me.. Only when night falls, I becme myself, hiding in my room, doing nth, but starring at the space blankly, thinking of random thots. Although it's true tat I'll die if I don't talk for a day, but.. Even I myself knows tat I only talk how I really feel to certain ppl only.

When I'm seriously in a freaking bad mood, tats when my machine gun starts. & up till now, only less than 3 ppl can hear me out patiently when I'm ranting. Lovee is the master of patience. He nvr fails to listen & asking appropriate qtns to let me knw tat he's still listening to me. Most importantly, he will always say those simple, yet encouraging words to boost my confidence lvl. All I want is so simple, just a listening ears & some encouraging words, not lecturing me saying tat I'm repeating things, & how immature I am. After a slp, poof! I'm back to normal agn, isn't it?

Out of 10 ppl I knw, 8 of them have a perfect family. Me? All along I only have my mum to support on when I'm dwn, really really dwn. When I'm at my primary age, I'm alrdy helping out at my mum's shop, handling irritating customers, learning how to deal sales, computer programme & etc. I'm so certain tat I'm not tat immature ppl have to keep stamping this unreasonable label on me. When you ppl out ther have family day, eating meals tgt w your family, I'm stuck at the shop, having my meals alone. Wads the feeling of loneliness, wads the definition of independence, I believe I knw tat way before many of you.

Not to mention my childhood days, I've no frens, simply nobody. Becos I always keeps quiet, & stay away frm ppl. I dunno wads trust back den. Bur after I'm in my secondary days, I learnt wads cliques, wads the meaning of frens & definitely wads love. But, all these broke my heart so many times, making me feel so numb now. Now, I finally knw wads the meaning of departure, how to let things & ppl go when you're clinching it so tightly tat it hurts yourself.. Cos sometimes, loneliness & independent help you to save your heart frm breaking.

& since WinnePhua started her yr 2011, nth goes smoothly. I'd moved hse for twice, back & fro, tat I decided to moved out when I'm capable of. Wadever it's, somethings can't be mention in the cyber world, cos words spread too fast. I still prefer to rant to my closed ones. Everyt comes & goes. Photos bring back memories, but not feelings.

2011-06-02T20:50:00.003+08:00

Flames to Dust.

Oh well, crazy WinnePhua decided to use her twitter acc after 2 yrs & randomly deleted her acc after using it for less than a month -.- Lame right? LOLS. & I've also blocked my FB wall just like Eva.L becos both of us need some private space to rant our random thots at crazy times.

Well, last week had been doing a lot of random things, suddenly ringing up Eva.L & Eileen.L to play MJ, went to Anchorvale ther to swim (well, in my case is playing water -.-) & I planned to asked them go zoo some random days. LOLS! I'm seriously not in my mind recently. Had been craving to do some stuffs tat I don't get to do ever since I went to poly. Super random :/

Well, during the weekends, Lovee is even more random cos he suddenly said let's go watch movie during the noon time. So, we caught 2 shows, Pirates & Kingfu Panda 2. Had been ages ever since we go on dating like this. But still, I prefer to rot at his hse :X

Also, I want to go for a short escape. *Hmms* Planning to go overseas during my bday & Lovee's. Thinking whether should I ask Eva.L & Eileen.L, cos they both also want to go overseas. Oh well, still long, I can slowly plan :D

& lastly, I'm moving back to Hougang Green. Atleast, I don't need ppl to open the door for me, ther's internet ther, I can watch shows tat I want & most importantly, nobody's gonna disturb me. Blahs, ther may be many disadvantages, but, I shall heck care, heck care & heck care :]

2011-05-09T09:55:00.002+08:00

Rantings.

Oh well, had a nice looonnggg chat w Lovee ytd. Complained, nagged, rant-ed everyt to him. I realize Before he ORD, my time for him compared to others is 40/60. Which means I only acc him during the phone talks every weekdays nights & weekends. But now, it's 95/5, excluding my sch time, just my personal time. I knw it's a big portion, one may say tat I shouldn't put love in my life so importantly. But.. I just can't stop it. I'd rather 24/7 stay at his hse, playing games, watching random movies/cartoons, playing mj & etc. I just hate to get my butt of my confort zone..

& I knw I'd been lacking in my social life, I've been out hanging w my cliques like ages.. I'm just lazy, I knw I shouldn't be.. *Sigh* I'm just getting more & more self-centered, rather choose to close in & not open out.. Guess, family issues caused me to be this freak I am now...

During the talk ytd w Lovee, I qtn-ed myself randomly, why do I depend on him so much? Why can I do the same things (gaming & etc) w him everyd, not dating at some shopping centres.. Is it becos of habit? I believed tat anyone will think tat I don't love him anym if I think tat everyt is habit. But, it's becos of me, loving him, tat's why everyt becme habit. For an example, if you don't love to do this thing, you will nvr allow it to becme a habit right? I'm happy, loved, becos our daily lives becme a habit, this is a prove tat we love each other, & not sick & tired of it.

Enough of all the craps I'm ranting now. Ther's alot of things tat can't be mention here & seriously, words can't describe how I'm actually feeling. Just.. I guess, I've to pour out all my rantings to my rubbish bin now :D

2011-04-21T21:39:00.011+08:00

Private Emotions.

It's been super freaking long ever since I touched this personal space of mine.. Well, lappy is resting at Lovee's hse everyd as I'd moved back to Granny's place & ther isn't any internet connections ther. Life's hectic, chaos & damn right in a mess now. My active time is at night, while I slp like a log in the day -.-

*Hais* Kinda hope God will stop playing prank w me.. Give me a break for a few yrs pls...? Am currently at Lovee's place doing a quick update. Don't really knw wth am I supposed to post uhs.. *Sigh*

TEP started for me, how I hope it will nvr end man.. I'd rather work than study :( & ytd met quite a no. of ppl to play pool at Hougang Plaza ;] Mavis, Jal, Des, Nigell, WenHao, FS & ShunJie. Seriously, I miss HS :(

& thanks to my stupid schedule in sch, I rarely get to meet my usual cliques plus my Dearest K is chiong-ing work now.. How I hope we can go out for one day, do all those crazy stuffs to relax, ignoring our burdens :(((((

Last but not least, Mr W.JianHao! It's been nearly/more than 4 mnths ever since we went out >:( Lols.. I guess, we 2 are too lazy to travel to somewher so far & had to spend a day w soooooo many strangers ><

2011-02-16T15:16:00.009+08:00

Till the End.

Currently at Lovee's place waiting for Regina to call me out for lunch-y~ Oh well, seriously, this yr is a bad bad yr. Many things happened, & make me so sick of going to sch, so tired to wake up everyd.. Watever it is, hope it will end v soon uhs.. *God, stop pranking me, will ya..?*

Anyw, couldn't update this space of my for the past 2 months as Lovee & me were helping my Mummy out at CheenaTown during Dec to Jan. (For the cNY thingy..) & after tat, I'd got hell lots of projects to rush, & thus, I skipped sch for more than 3 wks I guessed? Am v lucky tat my PEM helped me alot. Atleast I knw tat there's one person who is willing to help me & not trying to harm me :/

Was supposed to be chiong-ing my POM, Stats, Microecons & AFA now. But.. Kinda want all these modules to flunk man.. Hoping this will make the sch to expel me? I guess, am dreaming too much.. *Slap Slap* Time to wake up.

Shall upload ~~hell~~ loads of photos now :D

Days at CheenaTown w Lovee~

CNY 1st Day: Granny's Place :]

Don't siao siao, my Granny v pro at posing for photos ;D

6th of Feb, Dinner at Mr A.JRong's work place : Ma Maison.
As an advance birthday celebration for Mr A.JRong, me & Lovee were hunting for his present & birthday cake like mad at Nexx, & I got so fed up w soooooo many restaurants, cafes at ther tat I swear I'll nvr go ther agn unless I'm hungry like hell -.- Oh, now den I rmb, I still got loads of photos w them, shall get it soon & upload ;]

I'm so in loveeee w my MaoMao ;D

12th Feb: Movie date w Lovee at The Cathay~

14th Feb: Our 2nd Valentine's Day ♥

Well, time flies uhs, in a blink blink, Lovee & me de 2nd Annivasary coming like damn fast. Yet, I dunnowad to get for him.. :( Watever sweet things I can thot of, I already did it. HEADACHE uhs! Nvm, shall see wad he'll do on tat day.

2010-12-29T03:43:00.006+08:00

Future.

Oh noes.. Holidays coming to an end like damn soonnnnn only.. :( *BlinkBlink* & it's gone.. Wonder how will nxt yr be.. Guess, I shall drop the idea of a better yr, every yr seems to getting worse for some dumb reasons.. :(

& Lovee's off to Malaysia... :( Duperrrrrrrrr bored w/o him by my side... *Sigh..* No choice, but to shut myself at home, chiong all the projects.. Like a bloody otaku.. *Frowns* I miss him ttm man! :(

Shall not rant like a crazy ~~bitch~~ here, upload more photos to brighten my day uhs.. (As if it helps.. Oh god damn it.. I can't stop ranting..)

2010-12-13T01:33:00.005+08:00

Havoc.

Oh well, Mum's over at Thailand agn. Thus, 'No Government' from Thurs till Mon ;D LOLS. & my Lovee finally ORD ler ^^ Happy like mad only, finally ther isn't anym SAF standing our way *3 cheers!*

I'm kinda lazy to post anyt up uhs.. *Sigh* Anym, in case of 'darkening' my blog, I shall just upload photos will do ;D

To clarify: I DID NOT edit any of the photos above. It's just my frnt camera sucks uhs...

2010-12-02T01:56:00.001+08:00

Blink of an eye.

Hmms.. Approximately 8 more days & Lovee finally ORD ler ^^
Both of use had been waiting for this moment for v long man.. Finally no more SAF to spoil our plans ;D Will be planning to do sth crazy[?] (I guessed.. X.X) on the nxt Fri ehs~ Wanna have a niceeeeeee break frm all these mess uhs..

Hopefully, this sem's gpa can pull me up uhs! I've not been studying at all even though I'm having exams tmr.. ~~WTF~~ man.. & I totally forgot tat I've got a paper today.. *Bang wall* WinnePhua like power only~ LOLS.

My score like improving only~ ;D
Oh, 1st is me (revengee) , followed by Lovee (Prinie) den Lovee's bro (eltovita)~ ;D

A random day out w dearest partner, Ms L.Karen~

& I happened to browse 2 bloody funny, hilarious photos of Doraemon! XD
Seriously, LMAO LOL ROFL! ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2010-11-23T00:52:00.003+08:00

21st ♥ .

Finally WinnePhua got to change away the lkk phone on Saturday~ *3 cheers~* & caught Harry Potter on Sunday w Lovee, Lovee's Bro, Aunty & his mummy, freakinnnnnggggg nice show man! But well, end at the climax :( Wellwellwell, can't wait to see the part 2 on nxt yr~ ;D

& once I woke up today, I knw tat I'm, goin to be sick like mad sooooonnnnn... T.T Now my whole body like crash ler man.. 1 week sick once, fever, cough, flu, asthma bug all clinching on me like a slug.. @.@

Anyw, today went dwn to Causeway Point to pass sth to Lovee. & we slacked our times at Time Zone w his campmates~ Was happily playing the basketball thingy~ (I dunno wad's tat called.. X.X) & crapping around like mad. LOLS.

Oh well, I just realized my eng sucks today. & I seriously dunno wth I'm trying to type... #.# I might just faint man... -.-
Lastly, 黄宝宝, I ♥ You! ;D

I finally got such beautiful score~ ;D
Oh, & Lovee's nickname is 'Prinie'. The game tat I'd been playing w him during this period. A dota-like game uhs~

2010-11-07T20:45:00.003+08:00

Good Old Friend.

Weak WinnePhua is sick agn.. T.T Dwn w flu, fever & her '好朋友'. May be becos I'm sick, kinda keep demanding this & that frm poor Lovee. & I'm v v v happy tat me & Lovee can do sth in common & we do not have to snatch over it ;D LOLS. Had been LoL-ing (League of Legends laaaa. Not laugh out loud okay? -.-) w Lovee, Bro & Victor. I suck at it, but well, I'm gonna train myself to be v v v pro ^^V

On the 2nd of Nov me & Pamela went dwn for Lovee's & her boyf, Victor's ORD Parade. Dunno why, keep smiling like a idiot when I saw Lovee marching & etc. & I simply spent my whole weekends w him playing game, or sleeping.. I seriously hate to be sick! >:(

2010-11-01T00:41:00.004+08:00

Update!

Oh well, unlucky WinnePhua lost her precious phone on a bloody Trans Cab.. -.- *Cusses!* No choice, gotta wait 19 days to get another new phone.. T.T
Anyw, I'm back here to do a lil quick update as I feel tat I'll be either busy ot tired to blog ehs.. Finally got those 'long-lost' photos frm Lovee's phone. Thus, upload photos & tata! Go orhorh liaos~ ;D

2010-10-22T01:11:00.006+08:00

20th.

DaDaDaDaDaDaDaDaDaDa~
黄宝宝 & I are tgt for 20 mnths ♥ & smelly him is busy playing his LOL now.. T.T Gonna torture him once I see him *Evil Laughters* Oh well, was actually planning to go to his ORD parade, but kinda no pt cos he can't book out after it. Soooooo, called it off~

Oh, the killer haze gonna cause my gd old fren to visit me like reeeaaaallll soon.. -.- Hate it ttm! I couldn't breathe normally & my chest hurts like mad when I'm in the air-conditioned room.. Seriously, I think tat I may just faint like anyt.. -.- *Cusses*

Yeahyeahyeah, gonna upload more photos on the 5th & 7th of Oct ehs, cos Kathy finally uploaded them in fb :D & I'm wondering should I work on the 5th-7th of Nov.. :(

2010-10-15T17:17:00.005+08:00

Love Love Love.

Moments ago I was at NYP buying notes w K ehs.. Now waiting for her to contact me, 黄宝宝 now sleeping like a pig.. >:(
Oh well, the thot of sch's starting is sooooooo dreadful.. X.X & I seriously got no idea how to survive for the nxt 2.5 yrs.. Okayokay, I knw I had been ranting abt this since I start my poly life... :( How I hope 黄宝宝 faster save me frm this craps & nonsense~!!!! o.o

Anyw, dunno how many days ago, 黄宝宝 & me bought a Swarovski crystal toroise for my mummy~ (Not scolding her 乌龟王八蛋 hohs!) Tortoise stands for longevity for Chinese ehs, so I find it v meaninfgul. Though it cost me quite a bomb, luckily 黄宝宝 & me 1/2 1/2 :D I got a v v v sweet boyf~ ^^V

Oh well, nth to post liaos, shall spam more pics taken during the 5th & 7th of Oct ~~~~~

2010-10-13T23:42:00.009+08:00

Happy 20th Bday to 黄宝宝! ♥

可怜的黄宝宝, now at wulu wulu Tekong running for his life. LOLS! His campmates gonna torture him to death. Kinda wasted, can't get to spend this day w him... :(
Anyw, finally got those photos frm K ^^V But during the 5th of Oct, still got half w her... :( Have to dunno wait until how many decades to get it frm busy K :X

黄宝宝, 潘某某已经和你度过了两个生日！
在下要对你说二十种不同语言的爱爱哦~ ^^V

"I love you 我愛你
ᎬᎨᏳᎯ እወድሻለሁ
ٲنَا ٱحِبُّكЯ цябе кахаю
Miluji tě Je t'aime, Je t'adore
მიყვარხარ Ich liebe Dich
Σας αγαπώ मैं तुमसे प्यार करता हुँ
Táim i ngrá leat 愛してるわ
Te amo ผมรักคุณ
사랑해 Em yêu anh
Seni seviyorum ང་ཁྱེད་རང་ལ་དགའ་པོ་ཡོད་"

生日快乐我的黄宝宝！♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-10-08T02:58:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to ME :D

Oh well, approximately 3hrs ago, I just passed my 18th birthday, like so finally :D Thanks alot to Lovee, Karen, JRong, Regina & Kathy for coming dwn at midnight for popping out at my doorstep to surprise me uhs [: Kinda feel guilty to spoil all the surprises tat my dearest frens had planned ehs.. @.@ Psps...

Anyw, kinda feel sry to Lovee ehs.. Always had to tolerate me shouting at him, spoiling every surprises tat he'd planned & etc... 宝宝原谅我uhs... :( Even though I knw you ain't angry at all.. But still.. Sry... :X

Hmms... On the 5th of Oct, me went dwn to Ave 8 to meet Lovee's Mummy to the market ^^ Went back to his hse, chop chop wash wash & JRong came dwn. Off to Compass Point to meet Pamela, & nua-ed at his hse. MJ-ed & waited for Karen, Regina, Kathy & Chris to reached. Not long, Lovee, Pamela & Vic came dwn too. & Lovee was v happy & touched when he saw his bday present :D

After tat, NoHope, DarrenToh, Christopher, Demon, Sherwin came dwn. Lovee blew the candles & he was crazily gulping dwn alcohol w his frens -.- MJ-ed agn w Karen, JRong & Sherwin. & blah blah blah. LOLS! (I'm lazy to type ehs...)

Oh well, me dunno wad to type. I'm like freaking tired, couldnt think of any nice phrasing & stuffs... So pardon me ehs.. :X

Here's wad I did for Lovee as his bday present ^^V

Lastly... A BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU TO K, JR, REGINA & KATHY for coming dwn at suck late hrs to give me such a memorable & awesome bday! [:

&... Mr W.JianHao, me love you deep deep, many many, much much, lot lots, high high, thick thick, strong strong, die die ttvm! ♥!

2010-10-01T02:10:00.002+08:00

Finally Done! :D

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I finally completed the gift tat I wanted to give for Lovee as his bday present ^^V Feel v hapy & contented w the outcme ehs~ I'm clever! ;P

Oh well, tmr gonna meet up w PP peeps ^^
K-box w them & come crapping time~ I miss those fun & laughters we used to have ehs.. :( Why my event so short?!?!?!?! >:(

Hmmms.. Nxt week gonna be a hectic week ehs.. Plenty plans coming ahead & can't disclose it here ehs.. Lovee is stalking me to find any teeennnyyy weeennnyyy bit of clue wth is his present ;P

Oh. A lil 'preview' of wad I'd done for him.
黄建豪慢慢猜你的礼物是什么 *Evil laughters*

2010-09-23T01:52:00.003+08:00

19th ♥.

Some random shots when I'm bored... :X

Me love bling bling nails ;D

It's the 22nd of the mnth agn! :D LOLS.
As usual, no 'celebration' or anyt like tat even though it just happen to falls on the Mid-Autumn Festival. Wanted to play candles & stuffs ehs, kinda miss my childhood.. T.T But well, I just practically wasted the whole day sleeping at Lovee's hse agn.. T.T LOLS, & Lovee was sweet enough not to disturb his poor panda girlf [:

Kinda feel tat everyd seems to pass even more quickly. Randomly rmb-ed tat day when K & me were talking abt how time flies, & we even came to a conclusion tat in the future, there may be 2 days & nights within 24 hr. Kinda crazy ehs? LOLS

Oh well, how I hope I can fly to Lovee's side now... T.T I miss him ttm! Even though we just parted like 2 hrs ago.. :X Recently had been busy searching sth for Lovee on his advance bday celebration ehs.. Present is done, hope tat it will shocked the hell out of him, & he'll be v v v v extreeemmmmeelllyyyy touch. LOLS!

Tmr gonna help my Mum out, got a feeling my bones gonna shatter.. T.T & a dinner date out w Lovee & his frens to 提早 celebrate Victor's birthday on Saturday. Hopefully, town won't be tat crowded. ME HATE CROWDS! >:(

黄宝宝，潘某某很爱很爱你这个傻瓜 [：

2010-09-17T02:47:00.007+08:00

PP [:

BAHS! Had been working at Parkway Parade for the past 2 weeks. A v enjoyable & memorable event [: God knws the world is soooooo small ehs, happened to work w MeiHao :D Many funny jks, great ppl; MeiHao, Gwen, Joyce, KaiFang, SuLi, Keave, KiaLiang, Eason ^^ Looking forward for the next meet-up for sting ray feasts :DD

Photos w those great ppl :D

Joyce, my Auntie Anne partner ;D

Gwen, I'm sooooooo gonna miss crapping w her T.T

SuLi, we always gather arnd to gossip XD

Keave, Mr Wormyyyyy~ ;D

KiaLiang, shy & innocent boy -.- LOLS!

MeiHao, my long-lost ex classmate. :D

Eason, the wise & honest guy [:

My poor BaoBao is at Tekong now T.T Could hardly chat w him on the phone as he got duties.. Bloody hell, SAF loveeeeees to pop out 'surprises' at the v last min nohs! >:(
Anyw, had to job hunt agn T.T If ther ain't any corruptions, Oct 2 event should be confirm ler [: I'm freaking happy tat I got to knw sooooo many ppl, connections also get sooooooo much wider ^^V Don't have to worry too much liaos~

2010-08-30T23:26:00.007+08:00

My Own Step.

Omg.. I'm missing Lovee's bed currently :( Had been sleeping comfortably at his hse recently & I couldn't sleep when I reached hme T.T Nvmnvm, Thursday I can get to see my Loveely agn ;D

& randomly Google-d abt rabbits & spotted 2 v v v cute breeds :D

The Mini Lops

The Mini Lionhead

Gosh, if I can have them to cuddle, how great can it be :(((((
Had been yearning for rabbits for freaking loooonnngggg... & sumhow decided to buy 2 rabbits once Lovee ORD.. *Hais*

&.. PHOTOS SPAM :D

Photos taken while Lovee was gaming. LOLS. His bored girlf loveeeees to cam-whore, some of the photos still in my phone ehs.. Stupid me, left my usb cable at his hse T.T Okayokay, enough of my nonsensical craps.. TMR GOING HS :D

2010-08-26T22:38:00.007+08:00

DJ got us falling in ♥

Yeahyeah, I dunno wad kind of ~~bird~~ face I'm displaying.. -.-

League of Legend Ryze :D Drew it for Darling [:

League of Legend Shaco, not tat nice though... :(

Photos spam :D
Had been addicted to drawing recently, suddenly feel like brushing up my drawing skills uhs.. I ♥ to draw many many :D Currently waiting for Lovee to ring me up, he's cleaning dunno wad thing now.. Kinda wonder why he's always soooo hardworking at camp, but superrrrrrrr lazy at hme :/

Had been wondering one sentence tat Lovee asked, "Women are borned to suffer (physical) pain, tat's wad God created, amazing right?"
Kinda true though.. You see women have to suffer pain when they're giving birth, not to say, during the pregnancy, leg cramps & etc. & way before getting pregnant, they have to go through another pain, which is... Their 1st make out. See, why is God so biased against males uhs?

Women experienced pain from their monthly periods for years. & wad do guys need to suffer? 2 yrs of army life, & it doesn't apply to ALL guys, only Singaporean males. While all the ladies out there are having cramps, guys just have to sweat for 2 yrs, & there ends their 'torture'.

Another thing tat I had been wondering, why guys don't treasure their benefits & yet abused them? I guessed many ladies had experienced it, unisex public toilets there's always disgusting urine stains whenever a male finished using them. Irritating isn't it? Sometimes really feel like cutting away their 'lil brothers' so tat they have to sit while peeing.

Okay, enoguh of my weird craps, better not let Lovee see this post :X
Bet he's gonna say "So you wanna go in NS for 2 yrs uhs?" Bad boyf right? ;P Oh well, have to wake up early for tmr. Gotta chiong my Stats, hateful exams are round the corner.. :(

2010-08-23T00:08:00.004+08:00

18th.

Lovee & me hit 18th mnth today [:
Nth much to say now.. Kinda tired uhs.. Tmr still have to wake up early in the morning, date w Ms L.Karen & Mr a.JunRong, gonna catch Step up 3D :D

Mr Wong,
Just wanna let you knw. Wadever happens, I couldn't, wouldn't want to let my hands off you. I don't see this r/s as a puppy love or wadever. I'm freaking serious w it. You'll nvr knw how much you mean to me, how every of your actions/words can affect me. Darling, my heart is set on you.

2010-08-20T02:23:00.002+08:00

Your L♥ve.

I'm freaking bored!!!! >:(
Was asleep at 11++pm, & dunno why suddenly jump up, wide awake on 12++am :( Can't get back to sleep agn... T.T Munch dwn a bowl of maggie w 2 eggs, & blindly staring at my lappy.. Guess, I still won't be sleeping soon.. *CRIES*

Wadever it is, tmr can get to see Lovee ^^V But.. Bad news uhs... This yr, he may get to celebrate my birthday w me, & definitely we can't celebrate his birthday :( Thus, may have to celebrate both our birthdays on the same day :( Thanks to Mr Hateful SAF >:(

2010-08-17T18:28:00.004+08:00

黑吃黑。

The last photos of me w my bun bun T.T

Crazy WinnePhua decided to snapped away her long hair :D LOLS! Had been wavering over short/long hair styles for ages, & finally had the courage to snapped everyt away :D (not in the sens of bald laaaaa.. -.-) Lovee acc me to cut my hair on 13th Aug, & I rebond-ed my hair on 14th Aug. Am v v v pleased w short hair, but it's soooooo irritating when I'm eating.. >:(

Wadever it is, luckily no one laugh at me new hair style yet X.X *Hmmmmms* But can kinda tell Lovee can't bear my long hair to fly away.. *Oooopppps* He's like staring sadly at my hair when I'm at the salon. My silly dumbdimb :D

Yeahyeah, I knw I'm a lil crazy to had snapped my precious @.@

2010-08-14T01:50:00.003+08:00

Fly me to the moon.

Lovee's currently dota-ing w Victor, leaving poor WinnePhua aimlessly typing craps nowwwwww.. :( Oh wellllll, had decided to do sth crazy, sth tat I wanted to do but lack of courage uhs... X.X Tmr Lovee's accompanying me to give WinnePhua a new her :D

Blahs, I'm seriously typing nonsensical things laaaaaaaaaa~ T.T
Up till now, couldn't forget the fireworks me & Lovee watched tgt outside of his room. We both peering out, like 2 small kids, excited like mad :D & I knw, all the while when I'm looking at the fireworks, Lovee's eyes was always on me, not missing any expressions of mine :] The 1st fireworks we watched tgt ♥

2010-08-12T02:23:00.004+08:00

Kibun Joujou.

Shall prevent this stupid blog frm rotting. LOLS. At the meantime, I'm waiting bitterly for Ms L.Karen to send me photos T.T My blog is so lack of 'colours' laaaaaa... :( Recently face not in a gd condition, can't take photos :(

My Dearest Lovee's got 1 week off after his ATEC[?], had been acc him for these few days uhs.. Guess M L.Karen & Mr A.JunRong must be wondering ~~heartless~~ WinnePhua run till wher liaos.. X.X

BLAHS! Shall wait till I have the mood to post some craps ba ^^

2010-08-02T23:41:00.004+08:00

4, 3, 2, 1..

Lovee went to outfield already, the most impt test, sth like 'O' Levels, tat's wad he describe to me.. Kinda could not control my bad & getting worse temper.. Headaches are hurting me more often, &... I wish to see my Lovee now.. :( *Hais*

Randomly went back to Hougang Sec today, missed 5A1 like freaking mad... :( Wonder why poly life ain't that fun, enjoying & vibrant than sec sch life.. I missed Mr A.Jude nagging at us for POA hw, Mr K.Dannis jokes & craps, Mr Hambali always going arnd asking for sweets, Ms O.Eva always trying her best to disturb Mr A.Jude, Ms T.Emily's big big wide smile, the 3 musketeers Mr T.Clement, Mr H.Jonathan & Mr T.Mark, Ms C.Elis & Ms T.Step trying their best to plan an event for the class, Mrs Tay fuming mad w all of us scoring v badly for English, Mr Roslan's funny reactions during P.E lessons, Mr Pang always telling us many many stories... *Sigh*

Don't wanna talk much abt it, the more I think, the more I'm regret w my choice to enter poly.. I dunno why.. Why am I rejecting the idea that I'm already in that sch.. I'm not such timid person, I ~~USED TO BE~~ someone daring, taking any challenges she faced.. I'm even making Lovee kinda head big big recently becos of the weird me.. It just feels like a monster living in me, trying to rip my mentality to someone... I don't even knw..

Wadever it is, I'm still v happy & blessed that Lovee's treating me better & better every now & den, I knw he's trying to encourage me, pushing me to do, always wanting sth for the benefit of me.. Selfish, ain't I...?

Ohhhhhh, & my dearest partner, Ms L.Karen, for listening my nonsensical rantings, even me myself don't really understand wad I am trying to convey.. Thanks many for always being so straight to me, reminding & telling me those loop holes I'd made.

& for once, I really hope to tie my life w someone so much,
He'd becme the major part of me,
The reason why I couldn't live my life w/o him.
Darling, I miss you.. :(

2010-07-23T00:29:00.003+08:00

17th Mnth w Loveeeee ♥

Supposedly I'm able to spend this speicial day w Lovee, but welllll, SAF popped up w craps agn... ~~他妈的~~, 142days, I tolerate! *HUMPSH*
I'm currently soooooo damn stuck w hell loads of bloody projects. (Yeahyeah, pls do help me change my cussing to vulgars.. -.-) I seriously can't stop nagging abt it. I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY AM I SO BOTHERED W SOOOOOOO MANY PROJECTS THAT NONE OF THEM GOTTA DO W ACCOUNTINGS! Mad furious about it.. *Bangs head*

Okayokayokay, shall not ruin my beautiful day today. (I believed if Lovee saw me nagging at my blog, he'll nag at me 1st.. X.X) Lovee went for dunno wad shooting thingy, thus, my phone's still dead silence waiting for him to ring me up. I wonder wad time will he return uhs... *Sigh*

Went to watch Twilight Saga : Eclipse w Lovee, Karen & JR on Saturday. Pool-ed 1st, & dwn to AMK Hub for the show. Ain't tat nice though... :/ After that, mahjong-ed at Lovee's place, & bidded goodbye to my cliques. Photos ain't w me yet, busy Karen is loaded w projects, no time to send me.. :(

黄某某，你几时才会打电话给潘某某？
Sry uhs.. Recently v v v v v vex over those irritating projects..
Tone & attitude a lil harsh to ya... >Darling won't angry w me right? ;P
My Hubby v 大气的, won't be mad w me for too long uhs.. :D
Can't wait to see ya tmr, need to nag at ya, I feel sooooo, pekcek.. ><>WONG JIANHAO! I ♥ YOU ^^V

2010-07-15T00:16:00.010+08:00

Dynamite.

Shall do a quick post & off to my comfy bed :D
Gonna spam this post w many many photos taken w Yuky, Jaydon, Gary, Ivan, Alan & Mera during Stats presentation ^^ A post w/o photos is like sooooooooo boring... *Hmmmms* Saturday gonna have a date w Lovee, Karen & JR :D Must rmb to take plenty plenty of photos ;D

Atleast, I do come & clear dust regularly, better than Ms L.Karen :D

潘慧妮的玉蜀黍，我知道，你的心是属于我的。你知道，我的一生交给你了。

2010-07-13T01:07:00.009+08:00

因为爱 ♥

A date w Lovee, his mummy & aunty [:

New collections :D

This is seriously a v v v bad yr for WinnePhua >:(
Sick like more than 6 times?! Followed by a series of unfortunate events & blahs. Driving me seriously mad.. Health blinking, mentality going nuts, projects & more of it.. *Bang wall* Luckily, I have many great people arnd me, holding me, guilding me [:

& thanks to Yuky Tay for passing me the flu bug when my stupid kidney still hurts, my good old friend came back & knock knock my door.. -.- Thus, Lovee forbids me to drink cold drinks, no this, no that... Soooooo, poor WinnePhua has to drink the eeeeeewwwww plain water.. T.T

Oh yeah! I nearly died at Lovee's house on Saturday.. LOLS. Good old friend suddenly knock too hard uhs.. Could hardly talk.. Made him worried like mad, & he dashed to my house to take the inhaler & my lappy over ^^ Sweet dumbdumb boyf I got :D Love you to bits! ;D

潘慧妮最珍贵的宝藏

有些事情我也说不明白..想和你在一起, 为什么舍不得分开?
或许我软弱也害怕失败..但有你的笑容就能让我再站起来.
你曾问我是什么令我对你难以忘怀.
我也曾经想过..这种感觉说不出来.
我现在才明白

因为爱,所以爱.珍惜在一起的愉快.
一分开,你不在,怀念空气里的对白.
因为爱,所以爱.让我付出我的关怀,不管风吹或日晒.
我才明白...
一切都是因为爱 ♥

2010-07-04T23:16:00.007+08:00

Impossible.

A v v v quick post while Stats presentation is still on :D
Still had many many photos w Lovee's & my phone.. :( Had an outing at T1 w Lovee, his Mummy & Aunty [: Kept laughing & stuffs, the only thing that sucks is that... I can't drink cold drinks.. >:( & me won 7bucks in mahjong ytd ^^

Oh wellllll.. Wasn't feeling v well for mnths.. Sooooo, had a visit to Mr. Doc agn.. Went to one of the clinic twice cos I lost the whole pack of med while I'm having Mac breakfast w Yuky... Dumb enough right? While the pain din't subside, I went to see another Mr .Doc agn.. Had an ultrascan & found out that my right kidney is swollen & a lil "off"? T.T No wonder it hurts so much, even when I'm eating... Thus, made many many ppl worried for me.. Srysry!

W Lovee's Daddy, Bro, Lovee & me :D

&&&&& many many many thanks to Ms L.Karen for acc me to the doc :D
Loveeeeeeeeee you, woman! Sry for flying you kite soooooooo many times... X.X
&&& Mr A.JunRong, don't worry! I'm fine! Alive & kicking :D

Lastly, Darling Lovee,
I knw I made ya worried like crazy old man these few days.. @.@ Srysry.. Relax a lil uhs..? Chill chill, 我好了, still your usual talkative BiBi :D
I'm soooo touched when I see ya getting so worked up, worried abt me.. Thanks for doing everyt for my benefits, for me. [:
I Loveeeee You, deep deep, many many, much much ^^V

2010-06-23T03:34:00.004+08:00

16th.

Darling & me had been tgt for 16th mnths, baby! :D
He had sore eyes recently (which in the I kenna it too.. T.T), & had many many many days of MC ^^V Had been spending a lot of times w him, simple yet sweet. We both just simple lazed our days by watching him gaming, fiddling his iPhone, sleeping, talking & mj :P Me loveeeeeee this type of life-style, not much things to worry abt, just living in a small small world of ours. Contented.

Darling Mr W.JianHao:
Thanks for being w me during these 16 months [:
I love to see that smile you always show when I did sth silly,
I love to see you sleeping so soundly, sleep talking,
I love to see you suddenly appeared infrnt of me, surprising me,
I love to knw how important I am to you when I made ya worry,
I love to see the way you look at me, cos I'm the only 1 in your eyes,
I love the way you hug me, the strong & warm embrace that strengthen me,
I love to have heart-to-heart talks every now & then,
I love the ways you calm me dwn when I'm upset, shielding me,
I love those childish acts you always do, just to brighten my day,
I love the silence you always allow, when I'm ranting about a bad day,
I love those names you called me, claiming I'm yours,
I love the chemistry we always have, no one else could replace,
I love to feel your heartbeat, the beat of your love,
I love to disturb you, just to gain your attention,
I love how I can be myself infrnt of you, always being true,
& I love the way you love me, like no one else does♥

2010-06-11T01:15:00.006+08:00

TERMBREAK!

Wooooohooooo~~!!! My precious break's finally coming after 6pm :D
Still, life aint any relax after I start my torturing poly life due too.... Bloody loads of projects to ruch laaaaaaaaa! >:(
Seriously, MOE should consider giving us a longer break lors! Soooooo unfair ttm laaaaaa! *Grumbles* Projects & exams are like non-stops?! Awhile happy happy got presentations.. ~~WTF~~ man! I envy those private students.. *CRIES!*

Anyw, my Darling Hubby bought me 2 jackets, one of it is the same as his, 4 Doraemon tees *Dots*, keychain, Ultraman computer thingy & me can't rmb liaos.. *LOLS* & how nice of my Mummy to boast her gift, which is Chanel Chance perfume to me, make me wanna snatch it frm her.. :[

Last week, had been spending straight 7 days w Lovee, but both of us spend like 50%-60% of the time sleeping... -.- Thanks to NYP agn, wasted my precious time.. *Hais* Currently Smelly's gaming while his girlf supposed to study uhs.. *Ooooppps* :D

我唯一最亲爱的你,
Thanks for hearing out all my rantings tat I'd been bottling up since the day you left to Taiwan ♥ ♥
Life's freaking sucks to the core w/o ya by my side, still, your strong BiBi's able to hold on, be strong & wait for you to come back.
In the past, I don't believe a guy could turn the girl's world upside dwn. Now, I do. You'd made many many changes in my life, esp changing me to a better person.
My temper's got better, smiles incease, views broaden, & I learnt to cherish those precious ppl around me [:
Though you always say you're not good enough for me, vice versa, I do think tat I'm not good enough for you too.. But Daring, you're the best gift on earth. No one's perfect, ther's always flaws in everyt. You're who you are, tat's the person tat I love, not the person tat I wanna create ya out from him.

You + Me = Us
& I love every single lil things, bad or good, I still ♥ it many many! ^^

2010-06-09T22:40:00.002+08:00

Exams, Projects, Exams, Projects X.X

BLAHS! Hectic days.. Me no like it naaas!
Everyd filled w projects, exams, projext, exams >:(
Gonna whack which ass who said tat poly life's enjoying..
Cant wait for Fri :D

2010-05-22T23:37:00.001+08:00

15th Month ♥

Went dwn to somewher near Raffles today w Ms L.Karen, a waste of time though.. -.- Wellwell, & took a freaking long bus back to AMK Hub to wait for Grandpa JR & Grandma Joe, LOLS. Eva came dwn too & wasted our time at AMK's Mac Drive Thru.

黄建豪先生!
Weeeeeuuuuuweeeeet~~!!! Today's our 15th Month ^^V
Like 'oh so finally' uhs? :P It feels like I'd been w you since v v v long, yet, it's only 15 months.. -.- Angry, ~~Mr Time~~ loves to play trick on your poor BiBi.. :( I was v v v shocked tat I received your msg today man! :D Was duperrrrrr surprising! Love you to bits, smelly. 8 more days, & me can get to hold you in my arms! ^^ Guess, on the 31st, you'll be duperrrrrr shocked to see me too.. :X

Oh my oh my oh my, I really miss you like ~~helllllll~~ loads uhs.. :(
You'll be so flooded w my rantings once you're back in S'pore :P Me no care, gonna nag & nag & nag at your ears till they explode *TWIST*

&&&&, Darling, thanks for being w me for these 15 months. Loving, caring, concerning, wanting, needing me 24/7 [:

I Love You, Mr W.JianHao ♥
W every beat of my heart,w every breath I take.

2010-05-20T00:13:00.005+08:00

TORTURE.

Delayed photos of Dearest Ms L.Karen's birthday [:

Supperrrrrr not in the mood now.. @.@ Seriously wanna hear Lovee's voice.. :( *HAIS* Guess.. The 1st thing I'm going to do when I see him is C__ ... -.- That's wad I mastered in.. *Dots* 11 more days, feels like eternity uhs.. I barely just tolerated half of it.. :(

2010-05-10T11:32:00.001+08:00

Need You NOW!

Me & Yuky [:

Me, MuiKian & Jaydon :]

Kas & Me [:

Fizah, Mera, Me & Ram :D

A Pink day for us. LOLS!

Jaydon was caught red-handed w his "3rd wife' :P

Me & Ram~ ^^

Fizah! :D

Finally found my UltraMan baby, gonna buy the Papa & Mama soooonn!

My Dearest Partner's birthday present

Had plenty of fun & laughters during Dearest Ms L.Karen's birthday :D Bought her a Levis blingbling watch she saw on the day we went to Bugis. Highlight of the day must thanks to injured man Joe uhs. LOLS! &... When will it be my turn to turn 18 man!!!! >:(

Nth much to say uhs.. Had to fill myself w many many nonsense.. I dont wanna be so emo, like the times when Lovee left to Brunei.. Temper's v v v bad now, so I kept venting on those lecturers.. *Hais*

Darling Hunny Hubby,
Finally it's frm '20+' to '10+'.. :(
Though we manage to talk on the phone like everyd when you're in camp..
A 5mins call is nvr enough man! *Hais*
Looking at the ring, & I hope you could hear my thoughts..
Darling, I miss you.. Really.. Many.. Plenty.. :(

2010-05-10T01:57:00.005+08:00

Mothers' Day [:

Cake for my Dearest Mummy ^^V
(Decorated by FionaPhua)

Cake for Lovee's Mummy [:
(Decorated by me :D)

Happy 妈妈 day to all mothers ^^ (I'm hoping I can celebrate mine on the nxt yr too.. :X)
Wellwell, went dwn to Compass Point w FionaPhua & met JR ther. Made 2 cakes frm The Icing Room, 1 for me Mummy & the other for Lovee's Mummy [: Ate at Mos Burger, mountian tortoise, 1st time ate the rice burger ther X.X *Laughs* & headed to Lovee's hse to pass her the cake :D
Sort of celebrated by singing a Happy Birthday Song, & cut the cake. Chit-chatted w Lovee's parent awhile & cab-ed dwn to shop to surprise my Mummy :D
Though it's not sth expensive, my Mummy's still v happy w the cake ^^V Shall buy sth tat she crave for once me got $$$ X.X

• To Lovee's Mummy [:
Thanks for bringin Mr W.JianHao to this world [:
W/o you, ther will be no him. You're one great mum in this world ♥
Thanks for being ther for him for this 20yrs,
You'll always dote me like your own daughter.
Hopefully yrs dwn this road, I'll be able to call ya "Mum" & give birth to many many grandchildren :P
你伟大的爱与付出，建豪知道的 [:

• To My Dearest Mummy ♥
我最亲爱的妈妈，Words cant describe the gratitude I had for you.
You gave me my life, frm head to toe.
9mnths of pregnancy you endured, & 18 yrs of forgivings of my mistakes & faults.

Dearest Mummy,
nth in this world can replace the love & concern you always have for me.
Frm a lil baby till now, you'd been caring for me whenever my asthma atks, giving the best you could give me. Shelter me through whenever I was bullied frm kindergarden..
& now, though many things changed, still, I Love You.
Swear to the God tat I'll always tcare of you, nvr leave you.

With many ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-05-05T13:43:00.006+08:00

25days.

Bored during tutorial...

Movie date w Lovee, Victor & Girlf

Went to send Lovee off to the air-pot yt w his family.. Luckily I din't cry at ther, if not surely becme the jk of the day... X.X *Hais* Hate to let go of his hand.. :( Hopefully Mr Time will pass faster uhs.. X.X
Couldn't wake up today, cab-ed dwn to sch.. Heart pain.. :( $$$ keep flying after poly life starts.. @.@ Ohhhhh, thanks to dearest Ms L.Karen, I've to re-post everyt.. -.-

2010-05-02T23:23:00.004+08:00

Mr Time, pass slower.. Pls..

I loveeee to eat this ;D

Dwn to Lovee's Brother's chalet on Fri, photos aint w me yet... & Movie date w Lovee, Victor & girlf. Watched Iron Man2, a so-so movie as I din't caught the 1st, so don't really understand the full story uhs.. & precisely just slacked the whole day at Lovee's hse. Okay, shall blog tmr, cos I'm not blogging w my own lappy :P

Ahhhhh, freak! I don't wanna send you so faraway.. :(
25 days.. Killer man.. How am I goin to survive w/o ya for sooooo long?! :(
Pls pls pls.. Tcare of yourself.. Don't always make me so worry yeah...?
Mr Wong JianHao,
WinnePhua gonna miss the hell out of ya.. :(

2010-04-29T23:24:00.002+08:00

TIRED TIRED!

BLAHS! Was at Gloria Jean's w Karen, JR & KiangHong moments ago at NYP. Enjoyed the performance ther, funny & entertaining ;D
& anyw.. Really find it superrrrrr diff to maintain this lifestyle man.. I'm used to sleeping late.. & now, I sometimes have to wake up early, sometimes not.. @.@ Body alarm is like ringing madly? -.- *Cries*

Hais.. Darling ah... Going off to Taiwan ler.. :( Fraking sad.. Even though it's the last time you're going off to somewher so far.. Still.. I HATE the feeling tat I'm so far apart frm you.. :( Like part of me is gone.. *Sigh* It feels so diff to survive... T.T

2010-04-25T02:08:00.002+08:00

3 yrs.

Realized, me blog's rotting :( Here to update it while waiting for Mr W.JianHao to call. (well, guess he forgot it agn.. -.-) Poly life started, get to knw some friends, Jaydon, Gary & co. Ain't tat bad afterall, I guess..? But... Poly = $$$$$ laaaaa! T.T Haven't even start sch, spent away more than $2k, now... *Faints*

& my silly hunny Lovee's flying off to Taiwan in abt 2 weeks time..? *Cries!* & he'll be back in 28days, nearly a mnth laaaaa! :( *ZZZZZ* Freak, I'm like a idiot ranting it here... -.- Nvm, shall blog soon, I gues... :X

2010-04-15T02:22:00.002+08:00

Tied.

BLAHS! WinnePhua's finally back to normal ^^V & like 6 more hrs to orientation... *faints* I'm like trying to sleep later so tat it feels tat this day will come later... @.@ & I dunno why.. I just loathe poly... X.X

Shall see tmr how baaaaa~ Lovee's have a test tmr tooooo.. *Awwwwws* Nobody's able to acc me... T.T Got a feeling I'll be complaining like mad bitch after the orientation... *Slaps forehead* Wadever, 该来的总会来的...

P:S// Darling! Faster marry me laaaaa.... T.T

2010-04-09T02:53:00.002+08:00

Insomnia.

Freak it. I can't get to sleep. Waiting for sth, sth tat happens daily, but it seems forever tat it will happen today.. *moans* I hateeeee this feeling, the feeling of a loser, a failure. & I realize I love to use the word fail recently.. Guess, I'm fated to tat word.. *silence* Shall I sleep? End today. Not sleeping, carrying to drag this hateful long hrs. Okay, & I dunno what the ~~fuck~~ I'm saying now. Gonna go bonkers sooner or later :/

Not long, I need sleeping pills.. I guess.. I dread this part of me. It's so loathsome.. Disgusted w myself. Ha, some kind of weird ppl I am.. *ZZZZZZ*

2010-04-08T00:44:00.002+08:00

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Guess.. It's gonna get worse when you go Taiwan.. :((((((((

2010-04-05T19:27:00.011+08:00

Halfway Gone.

Lovee bought an ultra wide monitor. LOLS.

Overdue-d K session photos w clqiues. Tat room is freaking shiok to yhe maxxxxx laaaas~

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Watched How to Train Your Dragon 3D tat day. Nice show [: Toothless is duperrrrrrr cutee laaaaa :D Collected JR's lappy too. & Mahjong-ed at Lovee's hse tat night, splendid day spent w cliques & Lovee ^^V

Lovee's aunty bought me this ^^ New member of my collection :D
Many thanks to 阿姨! ♥

Necklace [:

Bagpack [:

Solar thingy tat keep shaking it's ass~

Hammer Lovee bought for me [:

File folder [:

My comfy bed & the ultraaaaaa big plushie from Lovee :D

BellBelllll~

Pencil box Lovee bought for me! ;D

EZ-Link card sticky~

Pens & pencils~

Erasers!

Paperclips C:

Ruler~

The casing ;DD

Heavy loaded of photos :D Plenty of overdue-d ones as usual. Am sickly wasting time at home & decided to take photos of all my UltraMan[s] collections ;D Still find it v lil uhs... :( & I have a superrrrrrr duperrrrrr coarse voice now... :( Making Lovee so worried every now & then.. >< & my right eye is damn swollen for no reason... *ZZZZZZZZ* Become single eyelid T.T

2010-03-30T04:07:00.003+08:00

DON'T CROSS MY LIMIT!

Had been Mapling agn w Lovee & Dearest Ms L.Karen. LOLS, Mr A.Jrong's gonna join is soooooonn on Thurs/Fri? :P My dearest partner Ms L.Karen still owe me photos on the day we sang K. & seriously, this mnth had the most K sessions I ever had in my life ;D

&&&&&&&& I'm seriously pissed off w 1 girl, 只要是谁看了都会觉得是个小妹妹 lors, ~~fucking~~ hell dare to 跟我下战帖, wanna snatch my Lovee, I don't bother w her childish acts. Yet when Lovee said he'll only go out w her unless I'm arnd too, do you knw what the ~~fuck~~ she said?! She just simply ask said agreed in a v nonchalent manner, like I'm transparent. ~~Fucking~~ think tat she's his girlf?! & this matter was like 8 or 9 mnths ago? Now do you knw wth she do? SHE SIMPLY ADDED ME IN FB! *!@@%$#@!@#^%$#*

I'm sooooooooooo gonna complain to Lovee!
Damn angry w recently de small kids, like so brainless can???
*FAINTS*

2010-03-25T20:09:00.003+08:00

SunShineeee.

While my character is waiting for the ship to Ariant, I shall blog a shortshort post ^^V Recently those construction workers are dring me nuts man! *!@%$@!@%#* Early in the morning drill here, dig ther... Disturb me beauty sleep... >:(
& welllllll, here's me, acting idiot while trying out me lappy's webcam :P

Find tat this photo look like the Queen of Hearts in Alice in the Wonderland XD

2010-03-24T12:50:00.003+08:00

C.H.E.R.I.S.H.

Finally, after these 3hectic days of busy-ness, WinnePhua can finally rest.. [: Went to Changi Beach early in the morning to 海葬 my Grandma Elder Sis, which is my Grandaunt. Watching those flower petals floating on the sea surface makes me think alot.. She's one tat dotes on our family alot, just like her own kids. Grandaunt, I'll miss you. R.I.P.

& Just received my GarSkin for my pink lappy ^^ Finally can covered away the Fujitsu logo, I hate brands logos. *LOL* Gonna catch a nap before meeting cliques & mayb Lovee *YeahYeah!* It feels like centuries ever I last hug him can... :(

Ending w... ME!~~!!! ^^V

The 4th day of funeral, getting ready to go dwn..

2010-03-23T03:43:00.003+08:00

13th.

DiDaDiDaDiDaDiDaaaaa~ Me & Lovee hitted our 1yr, 1mnth & 1day. ROFL~ I knw it's lame, wellllll, couldn't make it on time to blog before 12am lors... *ZZZZZ* As usual, we can't spend this date tgt, sooooo we're on the phone. Silly him, waited till 12am on ytd just to tell me "BiBi, happy 13th mnth" *LOL*

Had a K session w cliques instead. Photos w Ms L.Karen. Had been attending to my relative's funeral these few days.. & it's quite scary tat life can be so vulnerable.. She's gone so sudden.. & may her soul rest in peace...

Wellllll, gotta nag & nag & nag at Lovee these few days. OH!! & I must rmb to whack him once I get to see him [:

2010-03-18T02:54:00.003+08:00

In My Head.

My Panda Mummy :P

乖乖，会看镜头 XD

Bleahs! Lovee's soooo gonna kill me if he knw tat I'd been sleeping so late... :X *Sssshhhh* Keep it a secret :P
Today went to AMK Hub for movie w Mummy, Stepfather & Younger Sis. Watched Being Human (disappointed w the movie plot..) & ate Tepan-Yaki for lunch :D Roamed arnd & went to TaKa Jewelry. Con-ed them to buy me a heart-shaped diamond ring ^^V While in cab, con-ed a Gucci Tote Bag *Double Shoik-ness!* Headed dwn to Hougang Mall nxt to buy my pink mouse (for my lappy) & a cooling pad. Waited for FionaPhua & dwn to Kovan for dinner.
Made Ms L.Karen waited for me for tooooo long uhs... >< *kowtow, apologising* & Mr A.JRong came too. Crap-ed till 12am & home-d!

&&&&&.. I'm still v v v v v v v v v angry w Lovee lorrrrrsss!!! >:(
Tmr he's back, gonna give him helllll~ :D

2010-03-16T22:14:00.006+08:00

划清界限.

Mu cuteeee Boyf posing :D

Damn overdue photos .. LOLS~

My Dearest partner Ms L.Karen *SMWAHS~*

& she sure has many of my ugly photos... -.-

WinnePhua's so bad to enjoy life w Ms L.Karen when her Lovee's being tortured in camp *evil laughters* Woke up lateeee, met MS L.Karen & headed dwn to NYP to submit our forms. After tat, went to have japanese buffet w her! :D Ordered toooo many food, thus kenna charged wastage... *ZZZZZ* Cabbed to her hse, & met Mr A.JRong. Had a niceeee chat w them ^^V

Damn angry w Lovee, cos he forgot to call me before he go outfield... >:( Shall kick his butt when he book out ^^V LOLS!

P/S: Soft hearted?

2010-03-15T22:39:00.004+08:00

Angels Cry.

BANGBANG! Am currently blogging w me new baby pink lappy :D
Got the same w Ms L.Karen & Mr A.JRong except his is whiteeee~ Bought it at the ~~fucktard~~ IT Fair at Suntec City, me 1st time yelled & scolded many ppl tat's older than me... A lil bit, but well, their service sucks to the core tat spoilt our day lors!!! >:(

Welllwellll, caught Alice in the Wonderland w Lovee & cliques [: Enjoyed it, but well, they don't like it. LOLS! & went to eat at Hougang Ave 8 as it's our breakfast, lunch & dinner.. -.- Damn famish can.. *ZZZZZZ*

2010-03-12T01:55:00.002+08:00

Two is Better than One.

Lalalalalalala~ Lovee's back frm forest & is going to set his feet agn on tmr 8.am.. *ZZZZZZ* As usual, I'm at home, binging myself w ice-creams, porridge, & plenty of junk food *Slurpslurps* The thot of it set my stomach grumbling agn... :X
Ohwelllll, met Ms L.Karen & Mr A.Jrong at around 11++pm today. &&&&& many thanks to my Dearest KaiLun for the Kinder Surprises~~!!!! Loveeeeeee ya!! *smwahsmwahs!!!* ^^V Saturday gonna be a v v v v busy day for us, the thot of squeezing give me goosebumps... :(

Edited another photo! :D

2010-03-11T04:17:00.003+08:00

Nth Better To Do.

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Crazy WinnePhua ain't sleeping at such later hrs & yet... Playing w PhotoShop... -.- OhWellllsss, planned to edit as much photos as I can for these few days.. *Hmmmms* Some of my photos really v v v ugly can... T.T

Anyw, here's 2 tat I just spent arnd 15mins doing? :X

I missssssss this silly guy... :(

2010-03-10T17:56:00.002+08:00

Karma.

I got a v v v v v bad Boyf! Cos he always loveeeee to prank me.. *Shakehead* Just like ytd, he keep saying tat I'll be going up to his hse for dinner (only), like so no link? &&& he called me at around 5.30pm saying tat he's in cab, otw home.. -.- Made me rush dwn t his hse... *ZZZZZ* Welllllll, I guess not everyone understand wad am I toking... :X

Wadever, I'm soooooo rubbish-ing now.. Gonna rot till 19th of April... T.T

2010-03-08T21:13:00.003+08:00

North, South, East, West.

Welllll... Guess, ther's sth wrong w me uhs.. @.@ Mood crazily ~~randomrandom~~ can? Can weep like mad when I'm talking on the phone w Lovee, nxt moment, happily chatting as if nth happened.. -.- Mayb like wad Ms L.Karen said, I need to admit to IMH v v v soon.... *ZZZZ*

Did the medical checkup & had pool session w Ms L.Karen & Mr A.Jrong. Luckily pool skills din't drop as wad I expected... X.X Oh ya! & the doctor said my blood pressure is like duperrrrrr low? *ZZZZZ* No wonder I always feels so giddy... Guess, need to do a body checkup soon.. Had been making my poor Lovee damn worried recently. *OOOOPPPS* Bad girlf :P

Waiting for Lovee to call me.. Shucks... Why am I keep dozing off?!!??!! >:(

2010-03-06T01:03:00.005+08:00

没有那么容易.

Lalalalalals~ Just had another v random K date w Karen.L & JR agn, LOLS. Laugh like mad, shiver like crazy. LOLS! Seriously, somebody should have complain tat the air-con is really too freezing can.. *ZZZZZ* Wellllllll, Lovee can't book out this weekend...~~Bloody hell~~, stupid SAF, always like to come up w some patterns.. -.-

Anyw, guess, no one's gonna disagree tat it's actually v diff to mantain r/s, regardless it's abt friends, love or family. They're actually v similar, cos you need plenty of trust, faith, believe, freedom & love. Ther's no actual percentage in which how many each should put it, cos it can't be calculated. Thus, it's nvr equal.

Past is the past, let bygones be bygones. Cliche like mad, & yet, it's nvr easy to let it dwn.. I'm like actually stuck w it for more than a yr, & still couldn't find a way to let everyt go.. It's always v easy to cuss & etc w your mouth, but can you overcome tat obstacle in your heart? I can't, thus, I'm always the loser.

Wellllllll, finally I don't wanna think of saving sth tat won't be back. I just wanna brace myself w those hopes of a new beginning every tmr. Am sick & tired of those heartbreaking endings. I don't wanna be washed w tears every now & then, so gonna say goodbye to those scary tears of mine :D

Anyw, randomly, 黄建豪! I sooooooooo wanna hug ya now! :X

2010-03-01T23:45:00.003+08:00

PACKED!

Suddenly have a mad craving ovr this,
JAGABEEEEEEEEE~

Recently had been pretty busy as I keep planning programmes :D
Met up w DesmondPoh & Eileen.L for a number of times. Slacked, lunched & mahjonged. & weekends w Lovee was busyyyyy too. Met up w Karen.L 1st as tat Pig's happily in his lalaland, made me waited for more than 2hrs... -.- Anyw, headed dwn to his campmate, DarrenToh's hse to play play. Watched them play PS3, & played Texas Poker & BlackJack w them. Me & Lovee won like nearly 9bucks w just a 20cents per round? :X After tat, Sunday, dwn to AMK Hub to collect our rings, anyw, AMK Hub CoupleLab's service sucks to the core can... *ZZZZZ!* & shop around, bought bubble-tea & some dunno wad bags tat he needed for his camp & we went back home. Rest till nearly 9pm & rushed dwn to Hougang Ave 8. & tata, waved him goodbye~~

& today, KBox-ed w JR & Eileen.L. A v random choice we made after we found out tat none of the pool tables are available.. -.- Anyw, sang to our hearts content till 9pm :D Superrrrrrr shiok can? Only $8/person ^^V Nxt time shall sing agn w Dearest Karen.L toooooo~ :D

2010-02-24T12:32:00.002+08:00

1st.

Monday, hitted 1 yr w Lovee ^^V
Though we couldn't spend tat day tgt due to the usual stupid Army... Wellwellll, our hearts still tightly clinging to each other. LOLS. Preparing a surprise for Lovee.. & I always think tat it's damn diff to buy things for guys can? -.-
Worse still, Lovee hinted me not to anyh splurge $$ on things tat's not memorable, not meaningful.. Which means, no wallets, no belts, no clothings, no games & etc. Dwn right left w not much options... *ZZZ* Sooooo, did 'sth' I guessed, no baking (cos I did tat), no cooking (I did tat too)...
Shop aimlessly w JR & Eileen.L on Monday at Junction 8. Still.. Bought sth, which is like no surprises for Lovee can... Erms.. Hold up, I think I'm being too naggy here. LOLS.

Blahs!

Silly DumbDumb GumGum BooBoo BaaaBaaaa Corn Tree Boyf's of mine [:
Seems like your nickname's getting longer yeahs? :P Had been complaining to you not to read my blog, nor me FB. LOLS, 你还蛮听话的吗.. :D
Currently as usual, you're in some ulu ulu forest agn & will be back on Thursday [:
If I say I din't miss ya, I guess no one's gonna believe it. LOLS, yeahs.. You'd been running in my mind for like a millionth (or more) times? Wadever I'm doing, you're the 1st thing tat will pop out in my stupid mind.
Yeahyeahs.. You influenced your girlf, 害得我一直讲我自己笨... IQ 180 also become 18 only can... -.- Don't wanna say anym sweetsweet stuffs to you, guess recently you're getting a lil tooooo sweet :X

Anyw, Dearest, WinnePhuaHuini hearts you [:

2010-02-20T00:25:00.003+08:00

Moment of Silence.

Suddenly had this urge to type out sth.. Not abt Lovee, nor me family.. Just.. Couldn't figure out why I had to go through this kinda shit every yr.. & no matter how hard I tried to stop/preventing it to happen, eventually, it just happened.

Every yr had been having conflicts & disputes betwn friends. Though ther's always a so-called "standard group" w me, but those tat I once thot were my true & real friends will always pop out w some kinda of arguements. Even though all the problems were solved, still, ther will always be a scar left behind. Times & agn, till none could tolerate, everyone will split, leaving thorns, pricking each other's heart badly.

This yr, found some great ppl along my journey of life. & I really thot tat I could just mantain this harmony atmosphere.. Yet.. Disheartening.. I just couldn't understand why we can't talk things out nicely, clearing all those misunderstandings.. 1 party will just keep popping out w craps to pissed the rest..

I knw I'm at fault, mayb I shouldn't had ignored the sparks of the flame. Tat burning flame tat started to grow ohhh so strongly tat none could evacuate it.. But hey, I just couldn't get over w it. You were like a friend tat always had my best interest at heart, yet I heard nonsense of you, backstabbing me to my mum so tat I wouldn't fly you kite every tuition lessons? Nonsense isn't? You wanted me to accompany you or you really wanted me to improve my god damn lousy english? I'm seriously bewildered w your intentions..

Nxt, when you're alone, lonely & wanting someone ther to waste your time w, who's tat person huh? Even if it's weekends/days tat my boyf's out frm camp, we both accompanied you till you said you wanted to go home alright? & you could came out w craps saying tat all your friends are gone ever sine you started working?

The date we guys planned for the movie : New Moon, I did told ya beforehand tat I couldn't make it as my boyf's sick & my cash was terribly tight. Did ya had to joined a stupid group in FB to tell the whole world tat how unhappy you're when I missed tat date? How abt you then? You din't wait for any of us before you went to watch it, din't we made a pact tat we're going to watch tat show tgt? Put yourself in others' shoes, if your girlf was dwn w terribly high fever, can you just go out w your friends & enjoy tat day? Not bothering her at all? Tat will be totally heartless wouldn't it?

After tat date was called off, everyt you called me out, you'll always ask another guy to talk on the phone, passing v sarcastic remarks behind, asking me whether did I forgot abt ya.. Hello, who wouldn't be pissed of w it? Even if we meet up, can't you just speak nicely? Do you have to beat abt the bush, hinting tat you ain't happy? Come straight to the point man..

I seriously had enough! I hate being so rude to a friend, yet you just simply cross this line of mine repeatedly, not knowing where you're at fault. Simply sending a msg, worse still, w vulgar, trying to mend everyt? I doubt tat tat msg was even typed & sent by you man.. You simply inserted a lot of question marks w every intentions you had. Making everyone doubting you, wondering are you really tat person we used to know.

Seriously, one last remark, STOP joining any stupid FB groups trying to HINT how you feel, pushing blames away. Don't you know tat all these are like rubbing salt into the wound? Or wellllll, pouring fuel into the flames..

2010-02-18T01:25:00.008+08:00

Friend/Fiend?

Finally I got to touch my lappy for a break of more than a mnth? -.- Wellwellll, Only culd rmb CNY stuffs & wad happened on 12th of Feb.. :X Shall start to brighten my bloggy :D

12th Feb 2010

Lovee purposely had a tiff w me.. LOLs, lied to me he went dwn to Jurong, did some unseen-able stuffs. & ganged up w Ms Karen & Mr JR to make a joke out of myself -.- Wellll, Lovee's plan was actually spoilt, cos clever me, long ago knew wad he wanted to do :D

Later on went to his hse for reunion dinner, mahjong-ed & headed dwn to shop before returning home. Anyw, thanks many to cliques for pranking me & Lovee intention to cheer me up :P

13th & 14th Feb 2010

Rotted at Lovee's hse till evening, dwn to Compass Point to grab some sweets & choco. Bus-ed dwn to Granny's place for reunion dinner & back to Lovee's hse to mahjong till 6+a.m.

Slept less than 4hrs & boomed Love's phone to wake him up. Dolled, Lovee fetched me to Granny's place & cabbed dwn to his hse for visiting. Cabbed back to Granny's place & not long later Lovee's Bro came to fetch us to Tampines to visit his Mummy's relatives.

Went to sing k at 8/9p.m? Along w Karen & JR, till all of us nearly slept inside.. LOLS, & headed to Mac. Chatted awhile & Lovee walked me home [:

15th Feb 2010

Waited for Karen & JR at Compass Point to mahjong at Lovee's hse. Bought alot of cakes & puffs back to chew on it during mahjong. LOLs, ordered pizzas & 20 drumlets :D Had many laughters during mahjong-ing ^^

& Lovee & me rushed dwn to Tampines Mall to catch the dunno wad 72 movie. LOLS. Rated 4/5 for it, really suitable for CNY can. Hmmms.. But I think it will e nicer if it's in Cantonese.. :( Sumhow wasted yeahs.. Lastly, had a v gd nice long chat w Lovee before going back home [:

16th Feb 2010

Dwn to Granny's place to eat w Lovee & cliques. & rushed dwn to AMK Hub, hopefully to catch a movie. Welllll, in the end, tickets were all sold out, so we decided to take a neoprint & enjoyed ourself in the arcade. Siong came dwn & we went to Fish & Co for our lunch. & dwn to Hougang Plaza for pool, ended up Lovee & Siong played a round of billard & all of us splitted.

As usual, rotted at Lovee's hse, before going home.

17th Feb 2010

Silly Boyf planned to catch an early movie, god knws, we ended up doing nth agn till the evening when we both were starving. LOLS. Dwn to Compass Point for LJS & his friend called to ask us out for a movie.

Cabbed dwn to AMK Hub for Percy Jackson : The Lightning Thief & to engrave both of our rings. I swear, I definitely gonna scold the hell out of the CoupleLab sales girl if she still gives me tat bloody attitude on Monday >:( No manners like mad hell can! *Grrrrrs*

Cabbed back to his house, & dinner-ed before sending him off to camp. Gotta see him on Friday agn ^^V

2010-02-13T16:55:00.002+08:00

Hell's Over :D

It's been freaking long ever since I last update my poor blog. T.T Well, had been a busy 1month plus for me.. Nth really eventful though.. -.-
Currently waiting for Lovee to prepare before going dwn my Granny's place for reunion dinner. Ytd had it at his place already. Smelly him, popped out w my advance Valentine's gift ^^ & definitely w the help of my Dearest friends, Karen & JR -.- Always ganged up to bully me. Lols..

Shall update agn sooooonnn, & I'm in NYP Accountings & Finance, lucky chap :]

2010-02-05T18:35:00.003+08:00

busyyyyyy!
currently using Darling's iPhone to blog... So I shall blog another time when I'm free :D Lazy~~~~

2010-01-16T01:42:00.005+08:00

RedBull.

Shall complete blogging all my photos up. Got a feeling I won't be able to blog frequently till new yr... @.@ Damn need RedBull now... (Even though I nvr once tasted it... -.-)
Just finished confirming my order of lens... *Yawns* & my stupid chin is all cracked! :( Lucky I din't scared Lovee off... :X & plenty of thanks to my dearest Ms L.Karen for helping me out uhs ^^ Loveeeeeee ya la :D *Fly many many kisses to you* :P

Me character.. LOLS.. -.-

Stupid... *Grrrsss*

Mr Hubby getting ready to take photo w me :D

2010-01-14T22:23:00.002+08:00

12 Choices.

Done w my 12 choices.. Don't think I'm able to go in the first 4 choices though... :( Nvm, ther will always be another ruote out right?... X.X

Ngee Ann Poly Accountancy
Singapore Poly Accountancy
NanYang Poly Accountancy
Temasek Poly Accountancy
Ngee Ann Poly International Supply Chain
Ngee Ann Poly Logistic Management
Temasek Poly Aviation Management & Services
Temasek Poly Logistic & Operations Management
Ngee Ann Poly Business & Social Enterprise
Singapore Poly Intergrated Events & Project Management
NanYang Poly Fund Management & Administration
Singapore Poly International Business

I knw last few choices are like craps... -.- Dunno.. 12 choices are toooo much man.. @.@ So diff to minimize my range of choices... *Zzzzz* Damn no mood now, index finger so pain T.T

2010-01-12T00:34:00.002+08:00

Worst than I expect..

Today's O levels result day, result's worst than wad I expected.. 14 points.. :( But well, able to go into all of the courses in all Poly[s], & including ITE.. Even if I'm able to go in l courses so? Ther's still plenty of single pointers holders fighting to get in HOT places in all poly.. Thinking of many alternatives now.. Though Hubby's was quite relieved when I told him m result, & I can get a DS Lite from him, but still considering... @.@

I guess today I'm quite sot blood in my brain... Hope once I wake up will be better... Atleast I din't disappoint Lovee, tat's the most important part of all ^^

2010-01-06T16:18:00.003+08:00

I Know You Want Me.

Currently at home w Ms L.Karen, gonna meet Mr A.JunRong. Soooooo, I shall upload some photos 1st ^^V (& it's superrrrrrr overdue de photos lors... -.-)

The photo albulm I did for Lovee for his Bday ^^

2010-01-02T16:50:00.002+08:00

There's No Life After You.

BLAHS! Currently at Lovee's hse using his com to blog. Superrrrr long ndin't get in contact w the internet uhs... -.- Wellwell, sure this period is superrrrrrr happening till I can go insane man... *Zzzz..* Oh well, plenty of photos to upload..

Hopefully, a new yr, a new beginning man.. Life's tough, esp when I chose this path, thus I have to be strong, to carry on. & I knw I have my Lovee beside me, & a group of special ppl too ^^

This yr, alot of wishes came true. I did qualified for the scholarship this yr, but well, stupid grand family income thingy, can't get it :( Had changed phone plus phone number.. Lovee's still with me, my longest one [: Nownownow, only hoped tat my 'O' Levels result can be wad I expected for. It means & proof alot now.

2009-12-22T23:18:00.002+08:00

Tenth.

Received a funny yet cute msg frm Lovee early in the morning 6 o'clock. LOLS. Previous post was meant for him.. Always wanted to tell him alot of things, but paisehh uhhs, so I post it out :D (welllll, actually I always embarrassed myself infrnt of him... -.-)

& wellllllllll, was ~~bloody~~ pissed of w some kind of stupid yellowish fruit, & there's a dessert name for it when it falls & split -.- So damn feel like cut it, slice it, & feed it to the dogs... *Grrrrs* Nvm, shall ignore it, spoil my beautiful day...

Less than 48hrs, & my Darling's out ^^
Shall spend all my time w him, dunno why.. As times pass, we seem to stick to each other more more... An invisible bond tat pull us tgt, freaky. LOLS!

2009-12-21T01:35:00.004+08:00

PULSE.

This weekend made me think & realize alot. (Well, definitely it's about Mr. Wong laas.. LOLS) I found out that actually both of us did alot for each other, yet we keep thinking tat's nvr enough. Silly him, he'll always notice wad I need, wad happened to me, wad I'm thinking & nvr fail to provide or be there for me at those times. Slight change of my tone, he'll knw whether I'm happy/sad/angry. & definitely, he'll knw whether am I keeping anyt frm him, & we'll have heart-to-heart talks frequently. You'll nvr expect a guy like him, can be such a caring, loving boyf.

Bad times (e.g. quarels, cold-wars), silly us, we'll always keep silence, cooling ourselves down 1st, den either of us will try to chill each other out. & in the end, we'll always end up him, laughing at my stupid actions agn -.- When tears fall, his heart will ache the most, cos he promise tat he'll nvr let one teardrop fall from my cheeks. (which well, it's impossible for crybaby me :X) Hugging me tightly in his arms, whispering multiples apologies, & in his eyes, I'll always see happiness.

Whenever there are silly thots in my well, toooooo ~~smart~~ brain, he'll always 'force' me to tell him. After all my blabberings, he'll always says :" I'm always here. Nvr ever leave before." Ending my ohhh too overwhelming moody times. & when I'm mad angry, & can't stop my nonsensical rantings, he'll always listen quietly, wait for the right time to speak some sense to me, trying to sort things out in many diff angles. & all he wants, is just hoping me not to blame/get angry w someone for nth. He doesn't want me to regret any decisions I made.

Time to eat, he'll always help me pick food tat I like, & tries to make me eat like a pig, cos he'll always says tat I'm too skinny. Yet, I'll always complain to him for the whole day tat I'm fat, pinching my tummy as evidence, & he'll always laugh a little, sarcarstically agree with me. Whenever we cook, I'll always be the one washing, & he'll always be the one eating. LOLS! After the washing, I'll always complain & he'll always says :" Thank you, Baby." & smile tat smile I love to see.

& here's a little secret of our's.. Whenever I'm feeling dwn, & speaks rather little, he'll always ask me tat one little qtn, & it nvr fails to cheer me up. W tat serious tone of his, "Baby, do you love me?" & if I ans it wrongly, he'll repeat the qtn over & over agn, & eventually, any bad things seems to vanish.. & oh well, in his case, he insist tat the right ans is "Yes, I do" Lols, like some kind of marriage vow... :X

Hmmms.. Some times, he can be quite a baddie too, a real one. Hahas. He'll delibrately mention things abt his ex(s), abt any girls, anyt, just to make me jealous. & when I'm real mad, he'll start to pacify me agn, & he'll always say "It's all the past. Relax. Now is now." like cooing a baby to sleep -.- & he even said tat he enjoy to see me when I'm angry, like some kind of pervertic guy right? LOLS!

But I can't ignore the fact tat I'll always behave like a baby infrnt of him.. I depends alot on him, a little injury & I'll act pathetic, just to ask him sayang me. LOLS. Like a Daddy pacifying his daughter w candies :P & I'll always suddenly ask for hugs & kisses, givin him a big grin after he did wad I wanted frm him :]

& he's always worrying abt me. Restricting me from eating my favourite coconut, less condensed milk in all my hot bervages, no cold drinks during certain period, no sleeping at lateeee hours... Really like my Dad right? :X & if I disobey, he'll be sooooo mad, but well, it's easy to cool him dwn too :P Cos he'll nvr be mad at me for more than 10 mins ^^V

You might think tat I'm the weak one (in the sense of falling ill & etc..), actually, this guy is much much much more weak man! Within this yr, he had fever like more than 5 times?! Cough, flu, all those sick bugs loveeeee him to the max man. LOLS, & I'm wondering did I pass my poor immune system to him, how can an army boy be so weak right? LOLS!

Times when I took care of him, noting dwn the times tat he shuld consume his med, noting his change of temperature, changing of ice pack, & many many more.. I realized one thing, I nvr ever get so worried for a guy before, so carefully taking care of him... All I want is my Hubby to be well agn. & he's even much more important than my health, my life. (ooooopps, shall exclude how violence I am even though he's sick :X)

Wellwell, nobody can ever believe tat WinnePhua will be willing to do house-chores. & yet, I'll always do it for him, only him, w/o any ppl forcing me to do so. I cooked for my silly Darling on his birthday, cos I wanted it to be a memorable one for him. Helping him to fold his clothes, as he'll always make it messy like rubbish. LOLS. Tidy his bed, cos lazy him, always throw things on his bed & amazingly, he can sleep with them -.- Playing games with him, cos he's a game-lover.

Both of us have little datings, nor romantic times alone with each other for the whole day, cos we mostly spend the day at his house, with his family around. & it's very contenting, as we both know tat with each other around, & tat's everyt. God knows, we had walk this far, both of our families & friends know about us, & we still have our hands held tightly tgt, hearts bounded to each other.

& crazy me.. Nearly cried when I type out this, LOLS.
Wellwellwell, we both know tat we love each other, & tat's enough [:

2009-12-15T23:51:00.003+08:00

I'm Yours.

Recently am crazy. LOLS. Angry over minor things, & keep binging.. Stomach seems to be a black hole, & finally, I'g getting fatter -.- (Lovee is damn happy w it..)
Decided to go dwn Bugis to 拜拜 w Lovee on this coming Saturday, gonna pester him to play pool w me :D *Hmmms* Shall 'bake' a cheesecake agn on this weekend ^^V Buy SubWay cookies, & lastly, gonna maple w that Silly of mine agn, if not, we 2 will rot :D

6 more days to 10th month [:
9 more days to X'mas -.-
&&& 68 more days to one v special day ^^

2009-12-10T17:41:00.003+08:00

Miracles.

Suntec Day!

Lovee & his ugly drawing :P

Spot Mr W.JianHao & Mr C.Clynston :X

A clearer pic of his wall [:

My Ultraman's wearing a boxer ler okay? :D

Recently had been quite eventful? But wellllll, still bored -.-
Had been nua-ing (rot-ing) like nobody's business. LOLS. Met up w Eileen.L on Tuesday I think, mahjong-ed w Karen & JR on ytd. & today, I just came back frm Hougang Mall w my Aunt ^^

Tmr me can see someone lors!!! :D

P/S: & I knw no matter wad, the past will always be a memory for me. A beautiful one, maybe? [: The times we pillow-talked, the times we were there for each other, you cooked & I ate.. LOLS. Atleast, I'm happy that we din't had to fall out on each other [:

2009-12-04T17:14:00.002+08:00

REPLAY!

Currently waiting for my Silly to call me, as he's booking out soon^^
Rotted at hme (as usual).. & for some kinda of weird reasons, my ribs & my back ache like mad. T.T Shall keep it frm Lovee as he's having high fever... (fever bug seems to love him -.-) Tmr had to head dwn to Suntec for interview, hopefully man! So that the decomposition of me will stop. LOLS!!!

2009-12-03T18:31:00.004+08:00

Dawn.

& Granny bought this enormous lighter from China, ROFL!

Recently had been the ~~helllll~~ boring period for me -.- Had been slacking my afternoons & evenings playing maple. (Which made my mum so mad furious that she banned me -.-) & staring into space for most of the time... *ZZZZZ* Just sent in several resume in, hopefully can get a job to waste my time... *ZZZZZ*

Granny & Aunt just came back from some parts of China, & got me a pair of boots :D (Guess Lovee will forbid me to wear it out :X) & wellllll, really nth much to blog lehs... T.T & I'm so bored that I went to try out fake eyelashes, tie my sister hair, dolled up & removed like 5mins? -.- BORED LIKE MAD CAN?!?!!?! *Crying out loud* Sumhow hope that I'm having my 'O' levels now.. Atleast I got sth to do.. Guess, goin mad soon :X

Wellwellllwelllwellllll, I seriously need to put on some weight.. T.T Everyone's complaining that I'm getting thinner & thinner, & I look so damn shag due to my irregular sleeping patterns.. T.T Lovee' so damn mad whenever I told him I skipped my meals / I keep eating maggies...

2009-12-01T02:03:00.002+08:00

Purple.

Ohhhhhhhhh ~~shit~~! Maple is making me sooooo damn pekcek... *Zzzz*
Anyw, asked Lovee to post for me randomly when he was going to book in on Sunday. LOLS. & he had to endure his girlf's crappy comments when she took those photos :D
Welllllllll... Hopefully I'm able to spend times w him when I start to work.. :/

2009-11-29T02:10:00.003+08:00

Standing Still.

My 2nd phone wall paper, drawn by me ^^

Lovee's poor art while painting his bro's room :P

Atleasy mine's better :D

Shall take a better, clearer one tmr! ^^

Helped Lovee's bro to paint his room on Friday, & drew a huge huge Doraemon out on Lovee's room's wall. LOLS. Some errors, but well.. Atleast it still look like a Doraemon right? :X Next shall be our big big names & Ultraman :P

These few days had been mapling w Lovee till morning. LOLS. Torture him :P & that silly boy of mine is always anxious whenever I tell him I need this & that in maple, silly :] & dunno why, he always melts my heart effortlessly ^^ Love ya! *Smwahs!*

2009-11-26T01:27:00.002+08:00

Sleep!

My phone de wallpaper ^^

Wellwell, just ended my maple. V bored.. Aran class... *Zzz..* Make me damn pissed off.. LOLS. Nvm, skip my nonsensical craps. Hubby's currently on his guard duty, now sleeping like a pig though. LOLS, just finished talking on the phone, & both of us acted like 2 small kids who just got into a r/s, ROFL~

Recently had been running here & ther w Siong as both of us are hunting for jobs. Damn tiring can... *Zzz...* Yet crazy me, still don't wanna sleep early, keep playing maple till the late hours... -.- LOLS, & Friday gonna paint paint Lovee's room! (Pratically is his whole hse though.. :X) W his family & co.. *Hmms* Hopefully I can draw that Doraemon & Ultraman out! :D

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, & I have plenty of photos w KaiLun & JR... T.T

2009-11-22T23:45:00.002+08:00

9th, Darling.

Wellwell, lazy me.. LOLS. Pratically had been lazing my days off. Spent 11days w Lovee ^^ & well.. Both of us cant get use to it when he's booking in today... *zzz* Nvm, thursday can get to see him & paint paint paint his room! :D

Can't really rmb wad I'm doing recently, slacking w Lovee & Siong at either lan, pool or headig to Tampiness. LOLS. & definitely spending most of my time w Lovee [: Made a non-bake cheesecake for his aunt as a belated celebration, mahjong-ed w him, JR & his friend Chris. Outing w his camp mates, movie-d AstroBoy (that show ain't nice man... -.-), & yeah... LAN -.-

Ohhhhh welllll, I changed number! :D
& definitely changed to Samsung Omnia 2!!! *Jumping over the moon*
Ain't gonna give my number to many ppl, *Hmmms* I'm going to be so anti-social man :X Nmv, ask me in MSN for my new number ^^V

Loveeeeeee Mr Wong;
Overnight 2 days at your hse. Gosh, me & you were like hoping the time to stop.. How I wish everyd you wuld be the 1st person appearing infrnt of my eyes once i'm awake.. :/
Oh well, Darling 9 months.. You tolerated alot of my nonsense & vice versa. Lols, we'll always give in to avoid quarrels, & always talked things every now & then. We both went through so much, yet none of us end this r/s becos of any minor/major setbacks.

WinnePhua hopes to walk this path dwn w you, both of our hair turned white, w many many granchildren running around us. Hands in hands, cherishing times we spent [:

I Love You, my dearest, my soul, my heart.

2009-11-16T19:32:00.003+08:00

Moment.

Finally got this photo frm Lovee. Lazy him & forgetful me. LOLS. Wellwell, tmr's class chalet! Woooohoooo! Pary party party time :D Shall drink drank drunk w Mr O.WeiSiong ^^V

Post agn when I'm free baby! :D

2009-11-11T19:18:00.002+08:00

FREEDOM!

WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
Free free free man! Interview's on tmr, &&&&! Shall play like mad f tmr :D Had planned several activities (no pub, no club, WinnePhua's a good girlgirl [:) w cliques after our 1st pay & class chalet in a week time! ^^V
Shall update soooooooooooooooonnn agn!! :D

2009-11-06T00:28:00.002+08:00

One Step at a Time.

Yeah man! Finally all major papers are gone! Left Combined Sci Paper 1 only~~~
I can smell the sweetness of freedom right now man! I can imagine all those craziness I'd been planning for like 1/2 yr back, I can finally let all those stupid heavy burdens dwn! WOOTS!

& I realised, I'd been damn lazy to blog X.X These past weeks I'm like stucked in Hougang Ave 8 Mac from morning till night w my cliques. Gosh, I finally can wave goodbye to Macdonald's! :D *Wave hardly!* Okayokay, I knw I'm a lil too high now. LOLS!

Realized sth, I'm seriously negative like mad hell can? -.- Lolllllls... & poor Darling had to worry that my mood will affect my examinations & etc.. Soooo, I keep sweet-talking to him either on phone or sms-ing. *Evil laughters~* :D
& wellwell, I shall prove to ppl that WinnePhuaHuini is not a weakling okay! She can stand tall when bad things happened too! With her Darling & her cliques, nth's gonna pull her down down down down down!

^{Hubby Wong :
Sorry for being so negative whenever I'm stress & etc.. I knw you don't like it, but still, you choose to be patient w me, let me catch my breath 1st.
& Thanks for all the hopes, trust, faith & confidence you have in me.
Loveeeeeeee ya~

Darling, I knw you loveeeeeeee me too! :P}

2009-10-28T18:25:00.004+08:00

Hopes.

Ytd helped my Mum took photos of her stuffs. So, I happily went to take my baby Ultraman plushie :D Shall post those photos to brighten up my blog ^^V

Edited:
Stupid left shoulder keep giving me prob after Maths Paper 2... ~~Wth~~ lors... Making me feel so uncomfortable now... Zzzz... -.-
& wellwell, was on the phone w Lovee hours ago, decided to go to his camp on Friday to help him pin up his badges ^^ Smelly him, small gas tree. LOLS!

I'm bored to the maxxxxxxxx now! *Yawns*

2009-10-27T19:03:00.003+08:00

Grinds to the Beat.

I realized sth... My blog is soooooo damn lack of photos T.T
Stupid phone! Spoil, have been using the LKK phone till now.. ~~WTF~~ lors! *Cursing* Faster 23rd of Dec come, I wanna change change change my phone! Plus, I wanna change my number la..
Zzzzz... Hopefully, everyt will go as smoothly as I hope it will be... :X

Shall go 'steal' Lovee's phone & 'steal' his photos! :D
Okay... I'm bored like hell that I keep crapping... Zzzzz....
O lvl faster finish laaaaaa! :(

2009-10-22T21:45:00.002+08:00

8th.

Well, O level Combined Sci Practical today. Atleast I got both the anions correctly.. Hopefully it can help me pull some marks yeahs.. :X
& Lovee promised me that if I can get atleast a B4 for eng, he will buy DS lite for me. & if I pass my Combined Sci, I'll get 2 boxes of Royce Choco :D
Anyw, I think in the end I'll ask funny favours from him. LOLS!

Mr W.JianHao!
Oh well, 8 months with you this smelly tree.
*Sniff sniff* Still as smelly as usual :P
Jk laas, I know you won't angry w this stupid girlf of yours right? :D
Okay laas, now waiting for you to call me..
Dunno whether you will fly me aeroplane agn anot -.-
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLS~

Anyw, your bibi loveeeeeee you many many ^^V